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Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii<\/em><\/strong> Am \u00eenchis apelul f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi iau ochii de la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cu Sofia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru o frac\u021biune de secund\u0103, expresia lui s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At\u00e2t mi-a trebuit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De ce i-ai cerut bani mamei?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai a r\u0103mas \u00een prag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu m\u0103 face s\u0103 repet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A oftat \u0219i a intrat \u00een camer\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eliza, dac\u0103 Sofia te-a sunat ca s\u0103 fac\u0103 scandal pentru ni\u0219te bani\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ni\u0219te bani?<\/p>\n\n\n\n I-am spus suma.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n N-a p\u0103rut surprins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Asta m-a speriat mai mult dec\u00e2t orice explica\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mama credea c\u0103 sunt pentru mine, am continuat. I-ai spus c\u0103 am probleme financiare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Aveam nevoie pentru proiect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Care proiect?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Magazinul. \u0218i alte lucruri la care lucrez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u00e2s f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Magazinul acela se \u00eenchisese de aproape trei ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Sofia a spus c\u0103 nu e singura.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na prin p\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Familia ta exagereaz\u0103 mereu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De la cine ai mai luat bani?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 N-am \u201eluat\u201d. Am \u00eemprumutat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Folosind numele meu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n N-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Am sunat-o din nou pe Sofia \u0219i am pus telefonul pe difuzor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen urm\u0103toarele minute am aflat ceva ce Mihai reu\u0219ise s\u0103-mi ascund\u0103 aproape doi ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cei ceruse bani mamei de trei ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Prima dat\u0103 \u00eei spusese c\u0103 eu aveam nevoie urgent\u0103 pentru o investi\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A doua oar\u0103, c\u0103 ap\u0103ruse o problem\u0103 la serviciu \u0219i nu voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 umilesc cer\u00e2nd ajutor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A treia oar\u0103 spusese c\u0103 trebuia s\u0103 achit\u0103m rapid o datorie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mama \u00eei d\u0103duse banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu pentru el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi Sofia mi-a spus numele pe care \u00eel auzisem \u00eenainte s\u0103 intre Mihai \u00een dormitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Unchiul nostru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i lui \u00eei ceruse bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tot \u00een numele meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 C\u00e2t?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai t\u0103cea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 C\u00c2T, Mihai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sofia mi-a spus suma total\u0103 pe care o putuse identifica.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Era mai mare dec\u00e2t c\u00e2\u0219tiga Mihai \u00eentr-un an pe vremea c\u00e2nd \u00eenc\u0103 avea serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Unde sunt banii?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 I-am investit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00cen ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00cen proiectele mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Arat\u0103-mi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Acum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a enervat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu po\u021bi s\u0103 vii la unsprezece noaptea \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 interoghezi ca pe un infractor!<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am uitat la el uluit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eu vin la unsprezece noaptea?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am ar\u0103tat spre sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eu tocmai am venit dup\u0103 dou\u0103sprezece ore de munc\u0103. Tu erai pe canapea \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentrebai de ce nu \u021bi-am adus m\u00e2ncare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N-a spus nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De cinci ani \u00ee\u021bi pl\u0103tesc via\u021ba. \u021ai-am pl\u0103tit cursurile. Am pus bani \u00een magazinul t\u0103u. Am pl\u0103tit rata, facturile, vacan\u021bele, benzina, asigurarea ma\u0219inii. \u0218i \u00een tot timpul \u0103sta tu mergeai la mama mea \u0219i \u00eei cereai bani \u00een numele meu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 O s\u0103-i dau \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cu ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Atunci am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu exista niciun plan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Doar urm\u0103toarea persoan\u0103 de la care putea ob\u021bine bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen noaptea aceea n-am dormit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am stat la masa din buc\u0103t\u0103rie cu laptopul \u00een fa\u021b\u0103 \u0219i am verificat tot ce puteam verifica legal din conturile \u0219i documentele mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai a \u00eencercat mai \u00eent\u00e2i s\u0103 m\u0103 conving\u0103 c\u0103 f\u0103cea totul \u201epentru noi\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi mi-a spus c\u0103 nu \u00een\u021beleg c\u00e2t de greu este s\u0103 construie\u0219ti ceva de la zero.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dup\u0103 aceea a trecut la repro\u0219uri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru tine e simplu. Tu ai salariul t\u0103u mare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Acolo m-am oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Crezi c\u0103 salariul \u0103sta apare singur \u00een cont?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 N-am spus asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 M\u0103 trezesc la \u0219ase \u0219i jum\u0103tate. Muncesc zece, uneori dou\u0103sprezece ore. Conduc oameni. R\u0103spund pentru gre\u0219eli. Vin acas\u0103 \u0219i continui cu facturi, cump\u0103r\u0103turi \u0219i tot ce mai trebuie f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am ar\u0103tat spre frigider.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Iar tu ai dou\u0103 m\u00e2ini, un aragaz, ou\u0103, br\u00e2nz\u0103 \u0219i p\u00e2ine \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentrebi de ce nu \u021bi-am adus m\u00e2ncare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentrerup\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu e vorba despre m\u00e2ncare, Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i chiar nu mai era.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Era despre anii \u00een care m\u0103 obi\u0219nuisem s\u0103 car totul \u0219i s\u0103 numesc asta \u201esprijin\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Diminea\u021ba am sunat-o pe mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-a fost cel mai greu telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De ce nu mi-ai spus?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 Mihai mi-a spus c\u0103 \u021bi-e ru\u0219ine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge pieptul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mam\u0103, eu nu \u021bi-am cerut niciun ban.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218tiu acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De ce i-ai dat de trei ori?<\/p>\n\n\n\n R\u0103spunsul ei m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103-mi mu\u0219c buza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 e\u0219ti copilul meu. Dac\u0103 tu ai nevoie, eu \u00ee\u021bi dau c\u00e2t am.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Exact asta f\u0103cusem \u0219i eu cu Mihai ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n D\u0103dusem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 ni\u0219te bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 un curs.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 o investi\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 un an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Convins\u0103 c\u0103 omul pe care \u00eel iube\u0219ti trebuie ajutat p\u00e2n\u0103 reu\u0219e\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Numai c\u0103 exist\u0103 o diferen\u021b\u0103 \u00eentre a ajuta pe cineva s\u0103 se ridice \u0219i a-l purta \u00een spate \u00een timp ce el se obi\u0219nuie\u0219te s\u0103 stea acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare am pus totul pe h\u00e2rtie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Sumele pe care i le d\u0103dusem eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Banii primi\u021bi de la mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cemprumutul de la unchiul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alte dou\u0103 sume mici pe care Sofia le descoperise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am discutat cu un avocat \u0219i mi-am separat complet finan\u021bele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2nd Mihai a realizat ce fac, a intrat \u00een panic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eliza, nu po\u021bi s\u0103 arunci zece ani de c\u0103snicie pentru ni\u0219te bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu-i arunc pentru bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Atunci pentru ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am uitat la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 ai folosit numele meu ca s\u0103 min\u021bi oamenii care m\u0103 iubesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i pentru c\u0103 eu nu mai vreau s\u0103 fiu mama unui b\u0103rbat de 43 de ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A doua zi i-am spus c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 ne separ\u0103m \u0219i c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103-\u0219i g\u0103seasc\u0103 alt loc unde s\u0103 stea, urm\u00e2nd s\u0103 rezolv\u0103m totul legal \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 scandal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A \u00eenceput s\u0103 promit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00ce\u0219i g\u0103sea serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cemi returna banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Vorbea cu mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Se schimba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Poate c\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103 cu trei ani, l-a\u0219 fi crezut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n De data aceasta nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nile urm\u0103toare, Mihai a plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apartamentul a devenit ciudat de lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Prima sear\u0103 singur\u0103 am ajuns acas\u0103 t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-am l\u0103sat geanta \u00een hol \u0219i am intrat \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am deschis frigiderul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ou\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Br\u00e2nz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ro\u0219ii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Exact lucrurile pe care i le enumerasem lui Mihai \u00een seara aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-am f\u0103cut o omlet\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am pus farfuria pe mas\u0103 \u0219i, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi dau seama, m-am g\u00e2ndit din nou la bunica Beatrice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eM\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, mam\u0103. Restul poate s\u0103 a\u0219tepte.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, nu mai aveam pe nimeni de salvat \u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 ocup de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2teva luni mai t\u00e2rziu, Mihai avea un serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 pentru c\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i dorise cu adev\u0103rat sau pentru c\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 cinci ani, nu mai exista cineva care s\u0103-i pl\u0103teasc\u0103 via\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A \u00eenceput s\u0103 returneze, \u00een rate, o parte dintre banii lua\u021bi de la mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eu nu m-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centr-o duminic\u0103 am mers la ea \u00eempreun\u0103 cu Sofia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mama pusese masa pentru toate trei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La un moment dat m-a privit \u0219i m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 E\u0219ti bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am g\u00e2ndit pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La 40 de ani \u00eenv\u0103\u021basem o lec\u021bie pe care bunica mea probabil o \u0219tia de mult:<\/p>\n\n\n\n s\u0103 iube\u0219ti pe cineva nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103-i por\u021bi toate responsabilit\u0103\u021bile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Uneori, cel mai s\u0103n\u0103tos lucru pe care \u00eel po\u021bi face este s\u0103 pui jos povara care n-a fost niciodat\u0103 a ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i s\u0103-l la\u0219i pe omul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, s\u0103 stea pe propriile picioare.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii\u2014 Cu cine vorbe\u0219ti? a repetat Mihai. 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\u2014 Cu cine vorbe\u0219ti? a repetat Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n