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Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii <\/em> \u2014 Nu caut case.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Atunci de ce ai salvat-o?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 M-am uitat. At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mihai, acum dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni nici nu voiai s\u0103 auzi de mutare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A oftat \u0219i \u0219i-a trecut m\u00e2na peste fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 mama m\u0103 sun\u0103 \u00een fiecare zi. \u00cemi trimite anun\u021buri, \u00eemi spune c\u00e2t cost\u0103 casele, c\u00e2t am lua pe apartamentul nostru\u2026 La un moment dat am vrut s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 m\u0103car are sens ce spune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i are?<\/p>\n\n\n\n A ezitat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Secunda aceea a fost suficient\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Doamne\u2026 chiar te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti la asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu am spus c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 plec\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Dar te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Andreea, mama \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Poate peste c\u00e2\u021biva ani chiar o s\u0103 aib\u0103 nevoie de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i atunci o ajut\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De la dou\u0103 sute \u0219i ceva de kilometri?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 G\u0103sim o solu\u021bie. Dar nu vindem apartamentul, nu-mi las serviciul \u0219i nu mut\u0103m copiii din \u0219coli pentru o problem\u0103 care nici m\u0103car nu exist\u0103 acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai s-a ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru tine totul e foarte simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu e simplu deloc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ba da. Spui \u201enu\u201d \u0219i gata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da, Mihai. Uneori trebuie s\u0103 spui \u201enu\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a \u00eenro\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00cemi pui ultimatum?<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am ridicat \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu. Pun o limit\u0103. E diferen\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva secunde cu privirea la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i dac\u0103 eu vreau s\u0103 plec?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centrebarea m-a speriat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar n-am dat \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Atunci avem o problem\u0103 mult mai mare dec\u00e2t mama ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eu nu m\u0103 mut, am continuat. Nu v\u00e2nd apartamentul. Nu-mi las serviciul. Nu scot copiii din via\u021ba lor. Dac\u0103 mama ta are nevoie de ajutor, g\u0103sim solu\u021bii. Mergem mai des. Contribuim cu bani dac\u0103 apare o nevoie real\u0103. Vorbe\u0219ti cu Iuliana \u0219i \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bi\u021bi responsabilit\u0103\u021bile. Dar nu mai accept ca mama ta s\u0103 hot\u0103rasc\u0103 ce facem noi cu familia noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai n-a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A ie\u0219it pe balcon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 \u00een sufragerie \u0219i, pentru prima dat\u0103, m-am \u00eentrebat serios dac\u0103 discu\u021bia aceea avea s\u0103 ne rup\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a \u00eentors dup\u0103 aproape jum\u0103tate de or\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea canapelei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218tii de ce am salvat casa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru c\u0103 mi-e greu s\u0103-i spun nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu m\u0103 a\u0219teptasem la r\u0103spunsul \u0103sta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Toat\u0103 via\u021ba a fost a\u0219a, a continuat. Dac\u0103 nu f\u0103ceam ce voia, nu \u021bipa neap\u0103rat. Se sup\u0103ra. Nu vorbea cu mine. \u00cemi spunea c\u0103 dup\u0103 c\u00e2te sacrificii a f\u0103cut pentru mine, m\u0103car at\u00e2t puteam \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a uitat la telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i acum, c\u00e2nd \u00eemi spune c\u0103 e singur\u0103, \u0219tiu c\u0103 Iuliana e acolo. \u0218tiu c\u0103 nu e abandonat\u0103. Dar tot m\u0103 simt de parc\u0103 sunt un fiu r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00eentregi, furia mea s-a mai domolit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu pentru c\u0103 problema disp\u0103ruse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ci pentru c\u0103 \u00eencepeam s\u0103 o \u00een\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mihai, faptul c\u0103 te sim\u021bi vinovat nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 e\u0219ti vinovat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218tiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu cred c\u0103 \u0219tii \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A z\u00e2mbit amar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Probabil c\u0103 nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N-am rezolvat nimic \u00een seara aceea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar a fost prima discu\u021bie \u00een care n-am mai vorbit despre case, apartamente sau ora\u0219e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am vorbit despre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Despre mama lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i despre c\u00e2t de greu \u00eei era unui b\u0103rbat de peste patruzeci de ani s\u0103 spun\u0103 un cuv\u00e2nt de dou\u0103 litere femeii care \u00eel crescuse:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eNu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Trei zile mai t\u00e2rziu, Viorica a sunat din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Eram \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie c\u00e2nd Mihai a r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 nu ascult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n N-am reu\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Am v\u0103zut casa\u2026 Da, e frumoas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu, nu am vorbit \u00eenc\u0103 la banc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai s-a uitat spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mam\u0103, stai pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica vorbea at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00eei auzeam vocea din telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu am spus c\u0103 nu venim niciodat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai s-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a uitat la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi a \u00eenchis ochii pentru o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu. Stai. Nu asta voiam s\u0103 spun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu ne mut\u0103m, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi vocea Vioric\u0103i a devenit mai ascu\u021bit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Ce \u021bi-a f\u0103cut femeia asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai a inspirat ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu mi-a f\u0103cut nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 De c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti cu ea, numai dup\u0103 cum c\u00e2nt\u0103 ea joci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Familia nu mai \u00eenseamn\u0103 nimic pentru voi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai \u0219i-a str\u00e2ns maxilarul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Tocmai pentru c\u0103 familia \u00eenseamn\u0103 ceva nu-mi mut so\u021bia \u0219i copiii \u00eempotriva voin\u021bei lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica a \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai a r\u0103mas cu telefonul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 E\u0219ti bine? l-am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi, dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Dar o s\u0103 fiu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu a devenit peste noapte imun la vinov\u0103\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A doua zi era ab\u0103tut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 zile aproape c\u0103 a sunat-o s\u0103-\u0219i cear\u0103 scuze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu pentru decizie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru faptul c\u0103 avusese curajul s-o ia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n L-am l\u0103sat s\u0103 se lupte singur cu asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu puteam s\u0103-i cer s\u0103 ias\u0103 de sub influen\u021ba mamei lui \u0219i, \u00een acela\u0219i timp, s\u0103-i spun eu ce trebuie s\u0103 fac\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dup\u0103 aproape dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, Viorica ne-a sunat din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n De data asta era \u0219i Iuliana cu ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 l\u0103murim odat\u0103 prostia asta, a spus soacra mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am pus telefonul pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eu nu v-am cerut nimic pentru mine. V-am spus ce ar fi mai bine pentru familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am uitat la Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n El nu \u0219i-a mai cobor\u00e2t ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mam\u0103, ne-ai cerut s\u0103 vindem apartamentul \u0219i s\u0103 ne mut\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Pentru binele vostru!<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Binele nostru \u00eel hot\u0103r\u00e2m noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica a t\u0103cut o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi Iuliana a intervenit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mihai, mama \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0219te. Nu poate s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u0103spuns \u00eenaintea lui:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Iuliana, tu stai la dou\u0103 str\u0103zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i eu am doi copii \u0219i serviciu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica a completat imediat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Exact. Iuliana are via\u021ba ei. Nu pot s\u0103-i cer s\u0103 lase totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am uitat la ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Dar mie pute\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n A r\u0103mas cu gura \u00eentredeschis\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Tu e\u0219ti so\u021bia lui Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u0218i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 E normal s\u0103-\u021bi urmezi so\u021bul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Atunci Mihai a intervenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu, mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica s-a \u00eentors spre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cum adic\u0103 nu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Andreea e so\u021bia mea. Nu omul care trebuie s\u0103-\u0219i lase serviciul, p\u0103rin\u021bii \u0219i via\u021ba ca eu s\u0103 nu m\u0103 simt vinovat fa\u021b\u0103 de tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde n-a vorbit nimeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cred c\u0103 aceea a fost prima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd Viorica a \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 discu\u021bia nu mai era \u00eentre ea \u0219i mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Era \u00eentre ea \u0219i fiul ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Deci ea te-a \u00eentors \u00eempotriva mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai a cl\u0103tinat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu sunt \u00eempotriva ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Atunci vino acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Sunt acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Replica aceea a schimbat ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu la Viorica.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru prima dat\u0103, Mihai numise apartamentul nostru, via\u021ba noastr\u0103, familia noastr\u0103 exact ceea ce erau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Discu\u021bia s-a terminat prost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica a pl\u00e2ns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iuliana s-a sup\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai s-a sim\u021bit \u00eengrozitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar nu \u0219i-a retras cuvintele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nile urm\u0103toare am \u00eencercat s\u0103 transform\u0103m conflictul \u00eentr-o problem\u0103 concret\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ce \u00eei lipsea de fapt Vioric\u0103i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu avea nevoie de cineva permanent l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Se descurca singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Avea \u00eens\u0103 zile \u00een care o durea spatele, cump\u0103r\u0103turi mai grele, drumuri la medic \u0219i, mai ales, mult prea multe ore \u00een care casa era goal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai \u0219i Iuliana au discutat f\u0103r\u0103 noi dou\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Au stabilit c\u0103 Iuliana se ocup\u0103 de urgen\u021bele care nu pot a\u0219tepta, fiind aproape.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mihai merge mai des la mama lui \u0219i o sun\u0103 regulat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar dac\u0103 apar cheltuieli sau va fi nevoie vreodat\u0103 de ajutor permanent, le \u00eempart am\u00e2ndoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu Iuliana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu Mihai singur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am\u00e2ndoi, ca doi copii adul\u021bi ai aceleia\u0219i mame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica n-a fost \u00eenc\u00e2ntat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O vreme a vorbit pu\u021bin cu noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi a \u00eenceput din nou s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu \u0219i-a cerut scuze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nici nu s-a transformat brusc \u00eentr-o soacr\u0103 care m\u0103 sun\u0103 s\u0103-mi spun\u0103 c\u00e2t de mult m\u0103 apreciaz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i, sincer, nici nu aveam nevoie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Au trecut c\u00e2teva luni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centr-o duminic\u0103 eram iar la ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Beam cafea \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La un moment dat, Viorica a oftat \u0219i a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 P\u0103cat totu\u0219i. Casa aia pe care \u021bi-am trimis-o era foarte frumoas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alt\u0103dat\u0103 m-a\u0219 fi \u00eencordat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-a\u0219 fi uitat la Mihai \u0219i a\u0219 fi a\u0219teptat s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103 iar m\u0103 las\u0103 singur\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n De data asta nici n-am apucat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mam\u0103, am discutat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Viorica a str\u00e2ns buzele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bine, bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u0218i a schimbat subiectul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am uitat la Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n El \u0219i-a v\u0103zut lini\u0219tit de cafea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Atunci am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 nu c\u00e2\u0219tigasem o lupt\u0103 cu soacra mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nici nu asta fusese miza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenv\u0103\u021basem ceva mult mai important: p\u0103rin\u021bii merit\u0103 ajutor, grij\u0103 \u0219i respect, dar iubirea pentru ei nu poate fi construit\u0103 din sacrificarea unei alte familii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar uneori, ca s\u0103-\u021bi aperi casa, nu trebuie s\u0103 ridici vocea \u0219i nici s\u0103 tr\u00e2nte\u0219ti u\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Trebuie doar ca, atunci c\u00e2nd cineva \u00eencearc\u0103 din nou s\u0103 hot\u0103rasc\u0103 \u00een locul vostru, omul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine s\u0103 nu-\u0219i mai coboare privirea.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Partea a 2-a \u2013 Continuarea pove\u0219tii Mihai s-a uitat la telefon, apoi la mine. \u2014 Nu caut case. \u2014 Atunci de ce ai salvat-o? \u2014 M-am<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":48623,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50147"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50147"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50147\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50148,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50147\/revisions\/50148"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/48623"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50147"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50147"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50147"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
Mihai s-a uitat la telefon, apoi la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n