\u2014 Mai exist\u0103 o activitate cardiac\u0103, spuse medicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, am crezut c\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belesesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Eram epuizat\u0103, ame\u021bit\u0103, \u00eenconjurat\u0103 de voci, aparate \u0219i oameni care se mi\u0219cau \u00een toate direc\u021biile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 asta? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimeni nu-mi r\u0103spunse imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Medicul se apropie de monitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mai avem un copil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am \u00eentors capul spre el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ecografiile au ar\u0103tat \u0219apte, dar se pare c\u0103 unul dintre fetu\u0219i a fost foarte greu de diferen\u021biat de cel aflat l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Opt.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu \u0219apte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Opt copii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Este \u00een via\u021b\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da. Dar trebuie s\u0103 intervenim imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Atmosfera din sala de na\u0219teri se schimb\u0103 \u00eentr-o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Oamenii care cu pu\u021bin timp \u00eenainte r\u0103suflaser\u0103 u\u0219ura\u021bi \u00eencepur\u0103 din nou s\u0103 se mi\u0219te rapid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Auzeam instruc\u021biuni scurte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Instrumente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Monitoare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pa\u0219i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar eu nu puteam face nimic altceva dec\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 uit spre tavan \u0219i s\u0103 repet \u00een minte:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Te rog. Te rog. Te rog.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi am auzit un sunet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Slab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At\u00e2t de slab \u00eenc\u00e2t la \u00eenceput nici nu eram sigur\u0103 c\u0103 fusese real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Un pl\u00e2nset.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 E aici! spuse una dintre asistente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-au dat lacrimile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Este bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Medicul nu mi-a oferit promisiuni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Este foarte mic\u0103. Echipa de neonatologie o preia acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O feti\u021b\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Al optulea copil era o feti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n To\u021bi cei opt copii s-au n\u0103scut prematur \u0219i aveau nevoie de \u00eengrijiri medicale speciale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu a existat momentul acela perfect \u00een care mi-au pus opt bebelu\u0219i s\u0103n\u0103to\u0219i \u00een bra\u021be \u0219i am f\u0103cut o fotografie de familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Realitatea a fost cu totul alta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Incubatoare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Tuburi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Monitoare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Alarme care m\u0103 f\u0103ceau s\u0103 tresar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Medici care \u00eemi explicau lucruri pe care eram prea obosit\u0103 \u0219i speriat\u0103 ca s\u0103 le \u00een\u021beleg din prima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Unii dintre copii respirau mai bine dec\u00e2t ceilal\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Doi aveau nevoie de sprijin respirator mai important.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar cea care \u00eei \u00eengrijora cel mai tare era al optulea copil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Feti\u021ba pe care nimeni nu o a\u0219teptase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2nt\u0103rea mult mai pu\u021bin dec\u00e2t fra\u021bii ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am numit-o Speran\u021ba<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So\u021bul meu s-a uitat la mine c\u00e2nd am spus numele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 E\u0219ti sigur\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru c\u0103 \u00een acel moment exact asta reprezenta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen primele zile aproape c\u0103 mi-a fost fric\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 ata\u0219ez de ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-e ru\u0219ine s\u0103 recunosc asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O iubeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Era copilul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 apropiam de incubator \u0219i vedeam c\u00e2t era de mic\u0103, o voce \u00eengrozitoare \u00eemi spunea:<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dac\u0103 o iubesc prea mult \u0219i o pierd?<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centr-o sear\u0103, o asistent\u0103 m-a g\u0103sit pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd l\u00e2ng\u0103 incubator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Vre\u021bi s-o atinge\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mi-e fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu o ve\u021bi r\u0103ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-a ar\u0103tat cum s\u0103 introduc m\u00e2na prin deschiderea incubatorului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-am a\u0219ezat u\u0219or degetul l\u00e2ng\u0103 palma ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Speran\u021ba \u0219i-a \u00eenchis degetele \u00een jurul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 fusese reflex.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pentru mine nu conta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen secunda aceea am \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai protejez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Bine, i-am \u0219optit. Lupt\u0103m am\u00e2ndou\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Urm\u0103toarele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni au fost cele mai lungi din via\u021ba noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Copiii au progresat \u00een ritmuri diferite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Unii au \u00eenceput s\u0103 ia \u00een greutate repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Al\u021bii au avut mici complica\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Speran\u021ba a avut c\u00e2teva zile foarte dificile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centr-o noapte am fost chema\u021bi de urgen\u021b\u0103 pentru c\u0103 starea ei se deteriorase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am ajuns la spital convins\u0103 c\u0103 urma s\u0103 aud vestea de care m\u0103 temusem din prima zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Medicul ne-a \u00eent\u00e2mpinat pe hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Este stabil\u0103 acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Picioarele aproape c\u0103 mi-au cedat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So\u021bul meu m-a prins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Dar urm\u0103toarele dou\u0103zeci \u0219i patru de ore sunt importante, continu\u0103 medicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u0103mas l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea toat\u0103 noaptea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La r\u0103s\u0103rit, valorile de pe monitor \u00eencepuser\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021beasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Pu\u021bin c\u00e2te pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Speran\u021ba r\u0103m\u00e2nea cu noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Primul dintre copii a venit acas\u0103 dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi al doilea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dup\u0103 aceea \u00eenc\u0103 doi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Casa noastr\u0103 se transformase complet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n P\u0103tu\u021buri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Scutece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Biberoane.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Haine at\u00e2t de mici \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00eenc\u0103peau aproape \u00een palm\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aveam un tabel uria\u0219 pe frigider cu orele de mas\u0103 \u0219i medicamente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Primeam ajutor de la familie \u0219i de la oameni apropia\u021bi, pentru c\u0103 doi adul\u021bi singuri nu ar fi putut face totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen cele din urm\u0103, \u0219apte copii erau acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mai lipsea unul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Speran\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103 mergeam la spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Fra\u021bii t\u0103i fac g\u0103l\u0103gie pentru opt, \u00eei spuneam. A\u0219a c\u0103 nu te gr\u0103bi. Vino c\u00e2nd e\u0219ti preg\u0103tit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La aproape dou\u0103 luni dup\u0103 na\u0219tere, medicul a intrat \u00een salon z\u00e2mbind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cred c\u0103 este timpul s\u0103 discut\u0103m despre externare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00eenainte s\u0103 termine propozi\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen ziua \u00een care am adus-o acas\u0103, i-am a\u0219ezat pe ceilal\u021bi copii \u00een p\u0103tu\u021burile lor \u0219i am pus-o pe Speran\u021ba \u00een ultimul p\u0103tu\u021b r\u0103mas gol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am stat \u00een mijlocul camerei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Opt copii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Opt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cenc\u0103 mi se p\u0103rea imposibil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n So\u021bul meu \u00ee\u0219i puse bra\u021bul \u00een jurul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 \u00ce\u021bi aminte\u0219ti c\u00e2nd ne \u00eentrebam cum o s\u0103 ne descurc\u0103m cu \u0219apte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Eram at\u00e2t de naivi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Anii care au urmat n-au fost u\u0219ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Au existat luni \u00een care nu-mi aminteam c\u00e2nd dormisem ultima dat\u0103 o noapte \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Au existat facturi, consulta\u021bii medicale, mun\u021bi de rufe \u0219i dimine\u021bi \u00een care opt copii voiau opt lucruri diferite \u00een acela\u0219i timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar au existat \u0219i opt r\u00e2sete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Opt perechi de bra\u021be care se \u00eentindeau spre noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Opt personalit\u0103\u021bi complet diferite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Speran\u021ba, cea mai mic\u0103 dintre to\u021bi la na\u0219tere, a devenit copilul care alerga cel mai repede prin cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n La cinci ani, era imposibil s-o faci s\u0103 stea locului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centr-o zi m-a \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mami, e adev\u0103rat c\u0103 pe mine nu m\u0103 \u0219tia nimeni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cum adic\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 C\u0103 doctorii nu \u0219tiau c\u0103 sunt \u00een burtic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-am a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Nu te v\u0103zuser\u0103 bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Deci m-am ascuns?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Cam a\u0219a ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Z\u00e2mbi m\u00e2ndr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 I-am p\u0103c\u0103lit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am izbucnit \u00een r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da, iubita mea. I-ai p\u0103c\u0103lit pe to\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi deveni serioas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Dar tu m\u0103 voiai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00centrebarea m-a lovit direct \u00een inim\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am luat-o \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 N-am \u0219tiut c\u0103 exi\u0219ti p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima clip\u0103. Dar din secunda \u00een care am aflat, te-am vrut cu fiecare buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103 din mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n S-a g\u00e2ndit pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Chiar dac\u0103 eram num\u0103rul opt?<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Mai ales pentru c\u0103 erai tu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n M-a str\u00e2ns de g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Au trecut ani de atunci, dar \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eemi amintesc perfect sala aceea de na\u0219teri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Cele \u0219apte pl\u00e2nsete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Oftatul de u\u0219urare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Apoi vocea medicului:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eA\u0219tepta\u021bi\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen momentul acela am crezut c\u0103 urma s\u0103 primesc cea mai rea veste din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen schimb, am aflat c\u0103 familia noastr\u0103 nu era \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mai lipsea cineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n O feti\u021b\u0103 minuscul\u0103 pe care aparatele o confundaser\u0103 luni \u00eentregi cu unul dintre fra\u021bii ei \u0219i care a venit pe lume hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 s\u0103 ne demonstreze tuturor c\u0103 era acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ast\u0103zi, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103 care dintre cei opt copii ne-a surprins cel mai tare, r\u0103spunsul este evident.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dar niciodat\u0103 nu spun \u201eSperan\u021ba\u201d \u00een fa\u021ba lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Le spun:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 To\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Iar Speran\u021ba m\u0103 prive\u0219te de fiecare dat\u0103 cu z\u00e2mbetul acela \u0219treng\u0103resc \u0219i \u0219opte\u0219te:<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u2014 Da, dar eu am fost surpriza de la sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2014 Mai exist\u0103 o activitate cardiac\u0103, spuse medicul. Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, am crezut c\u0103 nu \u00een\u021belesesem. Eram epuizat\u0103, ame\u021bit\u0103, \u00eenconjurat\u0103 de voci, aparate \u0219i oameni<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":49985,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50130"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50130"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50130\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":50131,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50130\/revisions\/50131"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/49985"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50130"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50130"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50130"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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