Au trecut aproape dou\u0103 luni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen tot acel timp, fiica mea m-a sunat de dou\u0103 ori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Prima dat\u0103 m-a \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 sunt bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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A doua oar\u0103 voia s\u0103 \u0219tie dac\u0103 mai aveam \u00een garaj vechea ma\u0219in\u0103 de g\u0103urit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am r\u0103spuns politicos de fiecare dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu i-am repro\u0219at nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu i-am spus c\u0103 mi-e dor de ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu am \u00eentrebat c\u00e2nd m\u0103 vor invita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pur \u0219i simplu am \u00eencetat s\u0103 m\u0103 mai ag\u0103\u021b de via\u021ba lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o miercuri diminea\u021b\u0103 eram \u00een parc c\u00e2nd un b\u0103rbat de v\u00e2rsta mea s-a a\u0219ezat pe banca de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cel chema Mircea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avea \u0219aizeci \u0219i \u0219apte de ani, fusese profesor de muzic\u0103 \u0219i venea aproape zilnic \u00een parc cu o tabl\u0103 de \u0219ah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Juca\u021bi? m-a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Prost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Perfect. \u0218i eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219a a \u00eenceput.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Prin Mircea am cunoscut \u00eenc\u0103 trei oameni. Ne \u00eent\u00e2lneam miercurea la \u0219ah \u0219i vinerea la o cafenea mic\u0103 din centru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd au aflat c\u0103 am o chitar\u0103, m-au convins s-o aduc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai c\u00e2ntasem \u00een fa\u021ba cuiva de aproape treizeci de ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen prima sear\u0103 mi-au tremurat degetele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nimeni nu s-a uitat la telefon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimeni nu s-a uitat la ceas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-au ascultat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pare un lucru mic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru mine nu era.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o duminic\u0103, telefonul a sunat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era fiica mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103, unde e\u0219ti?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centrebarea m-a surprins.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 La munte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 La munte?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da. Am venit cu ni\u0219te prieteni pentru weekend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A urmat o t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiam c\u0103 ai prieteni cu care mergi \u00een excursii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 N-ai \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am spus-o cu r\u0103utate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate tocmai de aceea a durut-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, de ziua mea, m-am trezit f\u0103r\u0103 a\u0219tept\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen anii preceden\u021bi st\u0103team l\u00e2ng\u0103 telefon, sper\u00e2nd ca familia s\u0103-\u0219i aminteasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data aceasta aveam planuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mircea \u0219i ceilal\u021bi rezervaser\u0103 o mas\u0103 la un restaurant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe la zece diminea\u021ba, fiica mea m-a sunat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 La mul\u021bi ani, tat\u0103!<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc, draga mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce faci ast\u0103zi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ies la mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu cine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cu prietenii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Din nou acea pauz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Noi voiam s\u0103 venim pe la tine disear\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 voiam s\u0103 o pedepsesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pur \u0219i simplu mi-am amintit de seara aceea ploioas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De z\u00e2mbetul for\u021bat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De privirea spre ceas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De u\u0219urarea din ochii ei c\u00e2nd plecasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sunt aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Putem veni?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, cuvintele acelea mi-au \u00eenc\u0103lzit sufletul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u201esuntem prin zon\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u201eavem nevoie de ceva\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePutem veni?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Sigur c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au ajuns seara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nepotul meu avea \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 o cutie mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am f\u0103cut-o eu, bunicule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o ram\u0103 din lemn, pu\u021bin str\u00e2mb\u0103, cu o fotografie cu noi doi f\u0103cut\u0103 cu c\u00e2\u021biva ani \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fiica mea a observat chitara rezemat\u0103 de perete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai reparat-o?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mai c\u00e2n\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aproape \u00een fiecare s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat la mine de parc\u0103 descoperea o persoan\u0103 pe care nu o cunoscuse niciodat\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ce ginerele \u0219i nepotul au mers \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, ea a r\u0103mas l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103, pot s\u0103 te \u00eentreb ceva?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Desigur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce nu mai vii la noi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centrebarea pe care o a\u0219teptasem luni \u00eentregi venise \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu mai sim\u021beam furie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 ultima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd am venit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103 anun\u021b am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 v\u0103 deranjam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A deschis gura s\u0103 protesteze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ridicat u\u0219or m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu te acuz. Ave\u021bi via\u021ba voastr\u0103. Am \u00een\u021beles asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ochii ei s-au umplut de lacrimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103, \u00een seara aceea eram epuiza\u021bi. Ne certaser\u0103m \u00eenainte s\u0103 vii. Eu aveam probleme la serviciu, iar el avusese o zi groaznic\u0103. Nu eram u\u0219urat\u0103 c\u0103 plecai pentru c\u0103 nu te voiam acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci de ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i-a cobor\u00e2t ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 \u00eemi era ru\u0219ine c\u0103 te primisem at\u00e2t de rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, niciunul dintre noi nu a vorbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dar ai dreptate \u00eentr-o privin\u021b\u0103. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 cred c\u0103 tu vei fi \u00eentotdeauna acolo. C\u0103 te pot suna s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na viitoare. Sau luna viitoare. \u0218i n-am observat c\u0103 timpul trecea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a apropiat \u0219i m-a luat de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu a fost o scen\u0103 spectaculoas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ne-am \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd minute \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar i-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mie \u00eemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 n-am spus ce sim\u021beam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aceea, lucrurile nu au devenit perfecte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar au devenit adev\u0103rate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fiica mea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 invite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori mergeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alteori spuneam:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu pot miercuri. Am \u0219ah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput p\u0103rea surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Bine, tat\u0103. Atunci s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat ceva ce mi-a\u0219 fi dorit s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg mai devreme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Copiii nu \u00eenceteaz\u0103 neap\u0103rat s\u0103 te iubeasc\u0103 atunci c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0219i construiesc propriile vie\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nici p\u0103rin\u021bii nu trebuie s\u0103-\u0219i petreac\u0103 b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021bea a\u0219tept\u00e2nd l\u00e2ng\u0103 telefon pentru a primi c\u00e2teva firimituri din timpul lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iubirea nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 te impui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nici s\u0103 dispari \u00een t\u0103cere, sper\u00e2nd c\u0103 cineva \u00ee\u021bi va observa absen\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ast\u0103zi am \u0219aizeci \u0219i cinci de ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am familia mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am prietenii mei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am muzica mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am propria mea via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, \u00een mod ciudat, tocmai c\u00e2nd am \u00eencetat s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 fiu centrul lumii copiilor mei, rela\u021bia noastr\u0103 a devenit mai bun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 acum, atunci c\u00e2nd fiica mea deschide u\u0219a \u0219i spune:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103, ce bine c\u0103 ai venit\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
nu mai caut ce se ascunde \u00een spatele cuvintelor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum \u0219tiu c\u0103 m-a invitat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i c\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219tepta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n