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Am r\u0103mas cu privirea la carne\u021bel c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00centrebarea Irinei \u00eemi r\u0103suna \u00een minte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201e\u0218ti\u021bi c\u00e2nd i-a\u021bi auzit ultima dat\u0103 r\u00e2z\u00e2nd a\u0219a?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am vrut s\u0103 r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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S\u0103 spun c\u0103 \u00eei aud r\u00e2z\u00e2nd \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dar mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nu-mi aminteam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cei vedeam cumin\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cei vedeam ascult\u0103tori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cei vedeam cura\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu-mi puteam aminti ultima dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u00eei v\u0103zusem at\u00e2t de ferici\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina deschise \u00eencet carne\u021belul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu vreau s\u0103 v\u0103 conving de nimic. Vreau doar s\u0103 v\u0103 citesc c\u00e2teva r\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ridic\u0103 privirea spre Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Prima zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cobor\u00ee apoi ochii \u00een pagin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201cAna z\u00e2mbe\u0219te politicos, dar r\u00e2de foarte rar. De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd vars\u0103 ap\u0103 pe jos, \u00ee\u0219i cere scuze \u00eenainte s\u0103-i spun eu ceva.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina \u00eentoarse pagina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201cUnul dintre gemeni tresare c\u00e2nd ridic pu\u021bin vocea ca s\u0103 m\u0103 aud\u0103 din curte. Dup\u0103 aceea vine singur \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103 dac\u0103 sunt sup\u0103rat\u0103 pe el.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am str\u00e2ns pumnii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Copiii trebuie s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021be disciplina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina \u00eenchise carne\u021belul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Disciplina nu ar trebui s\u0103-i fac\u0103 s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u00een fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am vrut s\u0103-i r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am reu\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Privirea mi-a fugit spre Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
St\u0103tea cu capul plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00ce\u0219i \u021binea fra\u021bii de m\u00e2ini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niciunul nu pl\u00e2ngea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niciunul nu protesta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar m\u0103 priveau, de parc\u0103 a\u0219teptau s\u0103 afle dac\u0103 sunt din nou sup\u0103rat pe ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103, imaginea aceea m-a durut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina f\u0103cu un pas spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Domnule B\u0103descu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Copiii dumneavoastr\u0103 nu se tem c\u0103 se murd\u0103resc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se tem s\u0103 nu v\u0103 dezam\u0103geasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuvintele acelea m-au lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t orice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dintr-odat\u0103 am v\u0103zut alt\u0103 curte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pe a mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe cea \u00een care crescusem eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Auzeam vocea mamei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu alerga!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu te murd\u0103ri!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu pune m\u00e2na acolo!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eLa noi \u00een cas\u0103 nu se face mizerie!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am amintit c\u0103 \u0219i eu priveam mereu \u00een jos c\u00e2nd vorbea cu mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact cum f\u0103cea acum Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se taie respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tati\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vocea Anei era aproape o \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Noi n-am vrut s\u0103 stric\u0103m gazonul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit cu greu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218tiu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 vrei, \u00eel cur\u0103\u021b\u0103m noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unul dintre gemeni ridic\u0103 \u0219i el m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Promitem c\u0103 nu mai intr\u0103m \u00een balt\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen clipa aceea am \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu noroiul era problema.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Copiii mei \u00ee\u0219i cereau iertare\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026pentru c\u0103 fuseser\u0103 copii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit spre Irina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u021ainea \u00eenc\u0103 banii \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici m\u0103car nu-i b\u0103gase \u00een buzunar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentins m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da\u021bi-mi-i \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea m\u0103 privi surprins\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat bancnotele \u0219i le-am b\u0103gat \u00een portofel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am rupt \u00eencet h\u00e2rtia pe care scrisesem concedierea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu doar pentru ast\u0103zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru toate zilele \u00een care am confundat ordinea cu iubirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina z\u00e2mbi pentru prima dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Niciodat\u0103 nu este prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit spre balt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pantofii mei costau mai mult dec\u00e2t c\u00e2\u0219tiga un om \u00eentr-o lun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Costumul era f\u0103cut la comand\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu c\u00e2teva minute \u00eenainte a\u0219 fi f\u0103cut orice s\u0103 nu le murd\u0103resc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am scos sacoul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am a\u0219ezat pe iarb\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am intrat \u00eencet \u00een balt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Noroiul rece mi-a acoperit pantofii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cei trei copii m\u0103 priveau f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 clipeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat o m\u00e2n\u0103 de noroi \u0219i am aruncat-o u\u0219or spre gemeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru o secund\u0103 s-a f\u0103cut lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi au izbucnit to\u021bi trei \u00een hohote de r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana alerg\u0103 direct spre mine \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tati\u2026 chiar ai voie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mul\u021bi ani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ast\u0103zi avem cu to\u021bii voie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele minute, gazonul perfect a disp\u0103rut sub urme de pa\u0219i, stropi de ap\u0103 \u0219i r\u00e2sete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, culmea\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Casa mea nu p\u0103rea mai ur\u00e2t\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0103rea, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 moartea so\u021biei mele\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026un c\u0103min.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors spre Irina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Dac\u0103 mai accepta\u021bi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a\u0219 vrea s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2ne\u021bi al\u0103turi de noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cred c\u0103 nu doar copiii mei au nevoie de dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci \u0219i eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Irina \u00eenchise \u00eencet carne\u021belul \u0219i z\u00e2mbi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci m\u00e2ine continu\u0103m castelul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, nu m-a mai interesat cum ar\u0103tau pantofii mei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 interesa doar c\u0103 r\u00e2setele copiilor mei umpleau din nou curtea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i am \u00een\u021beles, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, c\u0103 o copil\u0103rie fericit\u0103 las\u0103 uneori urme de noroi pe haine\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026dar niciodat\u0103 regrete \u00een suflet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Am r\u0103mas cu privirea la carne\u021bel c\u00e2teva secunde. \u00centrebarea Irinei \u00eemi r\u0103suna \u00een minte. \u201e\u0218ti\u021bi c\u00e2nd i-a\u021bi auzit ultima dat\u0103 r\u00e2z\u00e2nd a\u0219a?\u201d Am vrut s\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":48623,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49059"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=49059"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49059\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":49060,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49059\/revisions\/49060"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/48623"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=49059"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=49059"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=49059"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}