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Am r\u0103mas cu scrisoarea \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2teva clipe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nici nu \u00eendr\u0103zneam s\u0103 o deschid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Sora lui Mihai m-a privit \u00een t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Mi-a cerut un singur lucru \u00eenainte s\u0103 plece\u2026 s\u0103 nu arunc niciodat\u0103 scrisoarea asta \u0219i s\u0103 o dau femeii care va veni dup\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am desf\u0103cut plicul cu degetele tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Primele cuvinte m-au f\u0103cut s\u0103 \u00eenghe\u021b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti aceast\u0103 scrisoare, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 \u0219i pe tine te-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 crezi c\u0103 nu e\u0219ti suficient de bun\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Raluca povestea cum, la \u00eenceputul c\u0103sniciei lor, Mihai fusese atent \u0219i iubitor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Apoi au \u00eenceput criticile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mai \u00eent\u00e2i pentru m\u00e2ncare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Apoi pentru haine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru felul \u00een care vorbea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru felul \u00een care r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru felul \u00een care mergea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cei repeta zilnic c\u0103 nu se ridic\u0103 la nivelul a\u0219tept\u0103rilor lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u0103 orice alt\u0103 femeie s-ar descurca mai bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Scrisoarea se \u00eencheia cu o fraz\u0103 care mi-a r\u0103mas \u00eentip\u0103rit\u0103 \u00een minte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eProblema nu vei fi niciodat\u0103 tu. Problema este c\u0103 un om care are nevoie s\u0103 te fac\u0103 mic\u0103 nu va fi niciodat\u0103 mul\u021bumit, oric\u00e2t ai \u00eencerca s\u0103-i demonstrezi contrariul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 aflasem ceva nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mul\u021bi ani, cineva \u00eemi confirma c\u0103 nu eram nebun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea l-am a\u0219teptat pe Mihai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd a intrat \u00een cas\u0103, a observat imediat valiza din hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pleci undeva?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u00e2t timp?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am privit calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Definitiv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 te \u00eentorci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca toate celelalte d\u0103\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am a\u0219ezat scrisoarea pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Cite\u0219te-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A recunoscut imediat scrisul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fa\u021ba i s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De unde ai asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu mai conteaz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Conteaz\u0103 doar c\u0103 ast\u0103zi am \u00een\u021beles un lucru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ani \u00eentregi am \u00eencercat s\u0103 devin femeia perfect\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar adev\u0103rul este c\u0103 nici m\u0103car femeia pe care ai continuat s\u0103 o lauzi nu a fost suficient\u0103 pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 de c\u00e2nd \u00eel cuno\u0219team.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat valiza.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenainte s\u0103 ies pe u\u0219\u0103, m-am \u00eentors o singur\u0103 dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00ce\u021bi doresc s\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti, \u00eentr-o zi, femeia pe care nu vei mai sim\u021bi nevoia s\u0103 o compari cu altcineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a \u00een urma mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu plecam \u00eenfr\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Plecam liber\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 foarte mult timp, nu m\u0103 mai \u00eentrebam dac\u0103 sunt suficient de bun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218tiam c\u0103 sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Trebuia doar s\u0103 \u00eencetez s\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 demonstrez asta omului nepotrivit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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