La aniversarea noastr\u0103 de 10 ani i-am cump\u0103rat so\u021bului meu ceasul la care visa de ani \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am str\u00e2ns bani luni \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am renun\u021bat la haine noi, la ie\u0219iri, chiar \u0219i la concediu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dar c\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut uit\u00e2ndu-se \u00een vitrina magazinului dup\u0103 acel ceas, cu ochii unui copil care nu \u00eendr\u0103zne\u0219te s\u0103 cear\u0103 nimic, am \u0219tiut c\u0103 vreau s\u0103 i-l ofer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen seara anivers\u0103rii am preg\u0103tit masa \u00een sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Lum\u00e2n\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Sarmale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Vin ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0218i melodia noastr\u0103 preferat\u0103 \u00een surdin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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C\u00e2nd a deschis cutia \u0219i a v\u0103zut ceasul, a r\u0103mas f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at at\u00e2t de str\u00e2ns \u00eenc\u00e2t aproape am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Apoi mi-a \u00eentins \u0219i el cadoul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O sticl\u0103 mic\u0103 de parfum ieftin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Din plastic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 cutie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 fund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas blocat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La \u00eenceput am crezut c\u0103 e o glum\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar el z\u00e2mbea sincer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eSper s\u0103-\u021bi plac\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum m\u0103 ia foc pe din\u0103untru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu muncisem luni \u00eentregi pentru cadoul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar el venise cu un parfum de c\u00e2teva zeci de lei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 z\u00e2mbesc, dar nu puteam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ce s-a dus \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, am luat sticla \u0219i am aruncat-o \u00een fundul unui sertar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am folosit-o niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nici m\u0103car n-am desf\u0103cut-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost ultima noastr\u0103 aniversare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 peste trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, so\u021bul meu a murit pe nea\u0219teptate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Infarct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dintr-o dat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diminea\u021ba \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eemi f\u0103cuse cafea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Seara eram la morg\u0103 aleg\u00e2nd haine pentru \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aceea, casa a devenit rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0103cut\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Goal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Timp de luni \u00eentregi n-am avut puterea s\u0103 ating lucrurile lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ceasul pe care i-l cump\u0103rasem a r\u0103mas pe noptier\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca \u0219i timpul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ast\u0103zi f\u0103ceam cur\u0103\u021benie prin sertare c\u00e2nd am g\u0103sit parfumul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat lung la sticla aceea ieftin\u0103 \u0219i am sim\u021bit iar furia veche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eAt\u00e2t am valorat pentru tine?\u201d, am \u0219optit printre din\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am vrut s\u0103-l arunc la gunoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar mi-a sc\u0103pat din m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sticla s-a spart de podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00eenghe\u021bat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen\u0103untru ascunsese\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un bile\u021bel mic, rulat cu grij\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i o cheie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 pe podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2nd at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00eemi \u021biuiau urechile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau c\u00e2nd am desf\u0103cut bile\u021belul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Scrisul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am recunoscut imediat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pu\u021bin str\u00e2mb, ap\u0103sat, gr\u0103bit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 iar n-ai avut r\u0103bdare.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns pe loc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parc\u0103 \u00eei auzeam vocea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parc\u0103 era \u00een camer\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218tiam c\u0103 o s\u0103 te superi pe parfum. Tocmai de asta am ascuns adev\u0103ratul cadou aici. Pentru c\u0103 tu deschizi repede cutiile, dar rar vezi ce e \u00een\u0103untru.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am a\u0219ezat direct pe podea printre cioburi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cheia era mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Argintie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu num\u0103rul 214 gravat pe ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eentors bile\u021belul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTe rog s\u0103 mergi la banca din centru. Cutia 214 e pe numele t\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 nu mai pot respira.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarea or\u0103 eram deja \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u0219i ie\u0219eam din cas\u0103 aproape alerg\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ploua m\u0103runt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact genul de vreme pe care el o iubea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La banc\u0103, femeia de la ghi\u0219eu s-a uitat lung la cheie \u0219i apoi la buletinul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u201eDa, doamn\u0103. Ave\u021bi acces.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a condus \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 mic\u0103 \u0219i rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A adus o cutie metalic\u0103 \u00eengust\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-au cedat genunchii c\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut num\u0103rul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ce a plecat, am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 cu cutia \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am introdus cheia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde n-am avut curaj s\u0103 o deschid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am tras \u00eencet capacul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era o map\u0103 groas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i dedesubt\u2026 un teanc de bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat \u0219ocat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Erau peste 90.000 de lei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar asta nici m\u0103car nu a fost partea care m-a distrus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci scrisoarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am desf\u0103cut-o \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eIubirea mea,<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dac\u0103 cite\u0219ti asta, probabil eu nu mai sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i dac\u0103 m\u0103 cuno\u0219ti bine, deja pl\u00e2ngi \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eenjuri \u00een acela\u0219i timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doctorii mi-au g\u0103sit problema la inim\u0103 acum aproape un an.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 mi se taie respira\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am continuat s\u0103 citesc printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u021bi-am spus pentru c\u0103 te cunosc. Ai fi tr\u0103it fiecare zi cu fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu voiam s\u0103 te v\u0103d r\u00e2z\u00e2nd, nu tremur\u00e2nd.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Literele \u00eencepeau s\u0103 se \u00eence\u021bo\u0219eze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBanii sunt pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I-am str\u00e2ns \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ore suplimentare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Contracte mici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nop\u021bi pierdute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Voiam s\u0103-\u021bi cump\u0103r apartamentul la care te uitai mereu c\u00e2nd treceam prin centru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar n-am mai avut timp.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am dus m\u00e2na la gur\u0103 \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t abia mai puteam citi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am ajuns la ultimul paragraf.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i acum partea important\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parfumul nu era ieftin pentru c\u0103 nu meritai mai mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era ieftin pentru c\u0103 toate economiile mele erau aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar voiam s\u0103-\u021bi las \u0219i ceva care s\u0103 miroas\u0103 a mine dup\u0103 ce plec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca s\u0103 nu ui\u021bi c\u0103 te-am iubit \u00een fiecare zi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Chiar \u0219i \u00een cele \u00een care eram prea obosit ca s\u0103 o spun.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas acolo mult timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu scrisoarea lipit\u0103 de piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 moartea lui, am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu lipsa banilor m\u0103 duruse atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci faptul c\u0103 nu v\u0103zusem iubirea din spatele gestului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ajuns\u0103 acas\u0103, am deschis dulapul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hainele \u00eenc\u0103 p\u0103strau mirosul lui slab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat ceasul pe care i-l d\u0103ruisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era tot acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-am \u00eentors \u00een palm\u0103 \u0219i am observat ceva ce nu v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe spate era gravat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru timpul pe care mi l-ai f\u0103cut frumos.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am izbucnit din nou \u00een lacrimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea n-am dormit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am stat pe podea \u00een sufragerie, cu parfumul spart l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i scrisoarea \u00een bra\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i m-am g\u00e2ndit c\u00e2t de u\u0219or putem judeca un om dup\u0103 ambalaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 aparen\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 m\u00e2ndrie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi am f\u0103cut ceva ce nu mai f\u0103cusem de luni \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am deschis geamul larg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am l\u0103sat aerul s\u0103 intre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am pus cafeaua la f\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 ce murise, casa nu mi s-a mai p\u0103rut goal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it \u00een\u021belesesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ultimul lui cadou nu fusese parfumul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci dovada c\u0103 m\u0103 iubise p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ultima clip\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" La aniversarea noastr\u0103 de 10 ani i-am cump\u0103rat so\u021bului meu ceasul la care visa de ani \u00eentregi. Am str\u00e2ns bani luni \u00eentregi. Am renun\u021bat la<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47435,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47870"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47870"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47870\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47871,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47870\/revisions\/47871"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/47435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47870"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47870"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47870"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}