Diminea\u021ba m-a prins singur\u0103 \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 uria\u0219\u0103, cu perdele albe care fluturau \u00een aerul rece de la aerul condi\u021bionat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde nici nu mi-am dat seama unde sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Apoi am sim\u021bit durerea din \u0219old \u0219i din spate \u0219i am gemut \u00eencet c\u00e2nd am \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic din pat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu fusese deloc cum \u00eemi imaginasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu romantismul m\u0103 durea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tocurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tocurile alea imposibile pe care Amir insistase s\u0103 le port toat\u0103 noaptea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u00e2sese c\u00e2nd m\u0103 v\u0103zuse \u00eempiedic\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 prin restaurantul de lux unde m\u0103 dusese la cin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mariana, trebuie s\u0103 \u00eenve\u021bi s\u0103 mergi ca o regin\u0103, \u00eemi spusese el z\u00e2mbind.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu, proast\u0103 \u0219i ame\u021bit\u0103 de aten\u021bie, \u00eencercasem s\u0103 par altcineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ani \u00eentregi \u00een care purtasem doar sabo\u021bi de buc\u0103t\u0103rie \u0219i treninguri ieftine din pia\u021b\u0103, m\u0103 trezisem coco\u021bat\u0103 pe ni\u0219te sandale de firm\u0103 care costau c\u00e2t jum\u0103tate din salariul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Toat\u0103 noaptea mersesem prin hotel, pe marmur\u0103 lucioas\u0103, z\u00e2mbind \u0219i pref\u0103c\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 c\u0103 m\u0103 simt bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar diminea\u021b\u0103 abia mai puteam s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u0219ez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un r\u00e2s obosit, amar \u0219i sincer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci Amir a ie\u0219it din baie, \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00eentr-o c\u0103ma\u0219\u0103 alb\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 M-au omor\u00e2t pantofii t\u0103i de prin\u021bes\u0103, am spus eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat c\u00e2teva secunde la mine \u0219i apoi a izbucnit \u00een r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un r\u00e2s adev\u0103rat. Cald. Nu batjocoritor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 de c\u00e2nd \u00eel cunoscusem, am sim\u021bit c\u0103 \u0219i el e om, nu doar imaginea perfect\u0103 pe care \u00eencerca s\u0103 o afi\u0219eze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen zilele urm\u0103toare am \u00eenceput s\u0103 v\u0103d \u0219i partea ascuns\u0103 a vie\u021bii lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Da, avea bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Foarte mul\u021bi bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar tr\u0103ia singur \u00eentr-o vil\u0103 enorm\u0103, vorbea mai mult la telefon dec\u00e2t cu oamenii \u0219i aproape nimeni nu \u00eel vizita f\u0103r\u0103 interes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o sear\u0103, st\u0103team pe terasa vilei \u0219i beam ceai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu de ce ai fugit din Rom\u00e2nia? m-a \u00eentrebat el direct.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am t\u0103cut pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 acas\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai vedea nimeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A l\u0103sat cea\u0219ca jos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i aici te vezi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centrebarea m-a lovit mai tare dec\u00e2t m\u0103 a\u0219teptam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am g\u00e2ndit la mine, la femeia care plecase din Buz\u0103u cu o valiz\u0103 \u0219i ni\u0219te vise t\u00e2rzii. La femeia care voia s\u0103 demonstreze c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 poate fi dorit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar adev\u0103rul era altul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu dup\u0103 iubire fugisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci dup\u0103 senza\u021bia c\u0103 mai contez pentru cineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen noaptea aia n-am dormit aproape deloc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diminea\u021ba mi-am sunat fiica.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd i-am auzit vocea, mi s-a pus un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103\u2026 unde e\u0219ti? Tata e distrus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 multe s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni m-am g\u00e2ndit la Nicu altfel dec\u00e2t cu sup\u0103rare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi l-am imaginat singur \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, \u00eenc\u0103lzind ciorb\u0103 la aragaz \u0219i uit\u00e2ndu-se la scaunul meu gol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate c\u0103 nici el nu \u0219tia s\u0103 iubeasc\u0103 frumos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar asta nu \u00eensemna c\u0103 nu suferise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 dou\u0103 zile mi-am cump\u0103rat bilet spre cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Amir m-a dus la aeroport.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 te mai \u00eentorci? m-a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el \u0219i am z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu cred.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am tras aer ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 am venit aici s\u0103 fug de via\u021ba mea. Dar am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103, dac\u0103 vreau s\u0103 schimb ceva, trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u0219i s\u0103 schimb acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u0103mas t\u0103cut c\u00e2teva secunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi mi-a pus \u00een palm\u0103 o cutie mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen\u0103untru era perechea aceea de sandale cu toc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ca s\u0103 nu ui\u021bi c\u0103 po\u021bi fi \u0219i altfel dec\u00e2t ai fost toat\u0103 via\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s printre lacrimi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am ajuns \u00eenapoi \u00een Rom\u00e2nia, Nicu m\u0103 a\u0219tepta \u00een fa\u021ba blocului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0103rea mai \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mai slab.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne-am privit lung f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u0219tim ce s\u0103 spunem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi el a \u00eentrebat \u00eencet:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai g\u0103sit ce c\u0103utai?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la valiza mea, la sandalele scumpe \u0219i la m\u00e2inile mele muncite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i am r\u0103spuns sincer:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu. Dar m-am g\u0103sit pe mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen prim\u0103vara urm\u0103toare nu m-am mai \u00eentors la cantin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am deschis o mic\u0103 cofet\u0103rie de cartier, cu bani str\u00e2n\u0219i \u0219i cu ajutorul copiilor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar \u00een fiecare diminea\u021b\u0103, c\u00e2nd deschid u\u0219a \u0219i miroase a vanilie \u0219i pl\u0103cint\u0103 cald\u0103, simt c\u0103 via\u021ba mea, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, a \u00eenceput cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Diminea\u021ba m-a prins singur\u0103 \u00eentr-o camer\u0103 uria\u0219\u0103, cu perdele albe care fluturau \u00een aerul rece de la aerul condi\u021bionat. Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde nici nu mi-am<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47435,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47746"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47746"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47746\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47747,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47746\/revisions\/47747"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/47435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47746"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47746"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47746"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}