Se spune c\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rile nu exist\u0103, dar \u00een ziua aceea totul s-a aranjat exact a\u0219a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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St\u0103team la recep\u021bia unui centru comercial, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 ridic hainele de la cur\u0103\u021b\u0103torie. Dintr-odat\u0103, i-am auzit numele \u2014 rostit simplu, neutru, de o femeie aflat\u0103 la ghi\u0219eul de al\u0103turi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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M-am \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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St\u0103tea cu spatele spre mine \u2014 \u00eenalt\u0103, supl\u0103, \u00eentr-un palton deschis la culoare, cu p\u0103rul aranjat impecabil. \u00cen clipa aceea am \u00eencremenit. Nu a trebuit s\u0103 ghicesc \u2014 am \u0219tiut. Era ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Cea al c\u0103rei nume nu fusese niciodat\u0103 rostit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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C\u00e2nd s-a \u00eentors, i-am v\u0103zut fa\u021ba. \u0218i totul \u00een mine s-a r\u0103sturnat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Era frumoas\u0103. Inteligent\u0103 \u00een fiecare mi\u0219care, adunat\u0103, cu ochii obosi\u021bi, dar bl\u00e2nzi. \u00cen privirea ei nu era furie, ci lini\u0219te \u0219i o maturitate trist\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles: el min\u021bise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Ea \u00eel \u00een\u021belegea \u2014 doar c\u0103 \u00eentr-un alt fel. A\u0219a cum \u00een\u021beleg femeile adulte, nu fetele care a\u0219teapt\u0103 telefoane seara.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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St\u0103team acolo, incapabil\u0103 s\u0103 respir. Ea a luat pachetul, a mul\u021bumit \u0219i a trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Privirile noastre s-au \u00eent\u00e2lnit o frac\u021biune de secund\u0103. \u0218i am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 afund sub ghea\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea nu m-a recunoscut \u2014 cum ar fi putut? Dar eu o \u0219tiam prea bine. F\u0103r\u0103 nume, f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte \u2014 iar acum, cu un chip.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea, Marian a venit ca de obicei. La \u0219apte fix. Parfumul lui a umplut camera. A z\u00e2mbit, m-a s\u0103rutat pe frunte, iar eu \u2014 pentru prima dat\u0103 \u2014 nu am putut r\u0103spunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Umbra chipului ei era \u00eentre noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El vorbea despre proiecte, r\u00e2dea, turna vin, iar eu t\u0103ceam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ceva nu e \u00een regul\u0103? a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am v\u0103zut-o pe so\u021bia ta, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen vinul din pahar se reflectau ochii lui. Nu speria\u021bi, nu \u2014 obosi\u021bi. Ad\u00e2nc obosi\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Unde? a \u00eentrebat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu conteaz\u0103. Doar am v\u0103zut-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut mult. Apoi s-a apropiat \u0219i s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine. Mi-a luat m\u00e2na.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Eliza\u2026 nu am vrut s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lni\u021bi. Asta va complica totul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Deja a complicat, am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0103cerea s-a \u00eentins, grea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen acel moment am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 era sf\u00e2r\u0219itul. Nu brusc, nu teatral \u2014 ci lini\u0219tit, ca lumina care se stinge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenc\u0103 \u00eemi \u021binea m\u00e2na, dar f\u0103r\u0103 c\u0103ldur\u0103. Doar \u00eemi atingea degetele, de parc\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i lua r\u0103mas-bun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu am plecat de la ea, a spus \u00een cele din urm\u0103. Pentru c\u0103\u2026 mi-a fost team\u0103 s\u0103 distrug ce mai \u021binea copiii. Poate \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 distrug pe mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am spus nimic. Doar m\u0103 uitam la profilul lui \u2014 cunoscut p\u00e2n\u0103 la durere, dar \u00een care acum nu mai puteam crede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea a plecat mai devreme dec\u00e2t de obicei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 obi\u0219nuitul \u201ete s\u0103rut\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 promisiuni, f\u0103r\u0103 explica\u021bii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Zilele urm\u0103toare s-au scurs \u00een umbre gri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Telefonul t\u0103cea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mar\u021bi \u2014 t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Joi \u2014 t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i apoi am \u00een\u021beles: se terminase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu avea s\u0103 mai fie nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, odat\u0103 cu durerea, a venit o u\u0219urare ciudat\u0103. Tot ce m\u0103 \u021binuse pe jum\u0103tate s-a topit. Iar pentru prima dat\u0103, dup\u0103 trei ani, pur \u0219i simplu am tr\u0103it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am mai a\u0219teptat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 o lun\u0103, ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor pe strad\u0103. El mergea cu fiul lui. Eu \u2014 singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne-am oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Niciun cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar acea privire scurt\u0103, lini\u0219tit\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 regrete, f\u0103r\u0103 repro\u0219uri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi am plecat mai departe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
V\u00e2ntul mirosea a toamn\u0103. Un ora\u0219 nou din mine \u00eencepea s\u0103 respire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 mi-a fost clar: nu sunt special\u0103. Am fost doar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar acum sunt a mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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