Cuvintele mele au c\u0103zut \u00een salon ca o u\u0219\u0103 tr\u00e2ntit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru o clip\u0103, nimeni n-a mai zis nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Radu a r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat, cu privirea prins\u0103 \u00eentre mine \u0219i copil. Parc\u0103 \u00eencerca s\u0103 adune buc\u0103\u021bile unei realit\u0103\u021bi care nu-i mai convenea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eNu\u2026 nu are cum\u2026\u201d a murmurat el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Andreea \u0219i-a \u00eencruci\u0219at bra\u021bele. \u201eHai, Radu, plec\u0103m. Nu vezi c\u0103 \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 te manipuleze?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dar el nu s-a mi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103, nu mai asculta de altcineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a apropiat \u00eencet de p\u0103tu\u021b, de parc\u0103 \u00eei era team\u0103. S-a uitat la feti\u021b\u0103. La m\u00e2na ei mic\u0103. La fa\u021ba lini\u0219tit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eC\u00e2nd\u2026?\u201d a \u00eentrebat el, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAcum nou\u0103 luni,\u201d am r\u0103spuns simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenchis ochii o secund\u0103. A f\u0103cut un calcul. \u0218i a \u00een\u021beles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ziua \u00een care plecase tr\u00e2ntind u\u0219a. Ziua \u00een care \u00eemi spusese c\u0103 nu mai valorez nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ziua \u00een care eu r\u0103m\u0103sesem singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE a mea?\u201d a \u00eentrebat \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am inspirat ad\u00e2nc. M\u0103 durea, dar nu mai conta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu,\u201d am spus calm. \u201eE a mea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i \u00een acel \u201ea mea\u201d era tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Toate nop\u021bile \u00een care am pl\u00e2ns singur\u0103. Toate drumurile la medic. Toate fricile. Toate momentele \u00een care nu \u0219tiam dac\u0103 o s\u0103 reu\u0219esc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea a izbucnit. \u201eSerios? Chiar o s\u0103 st\u0103m s\u0103 ascult\u0103m asta? Avem o nunt\u0103!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nimeni nu o mai b\u0103ga \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a pr\u0103bu\u0219it pe un scaun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai era b\u0103rbatul sigur pe el. Era doar un om care pierduse controlul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe ce nu mi-ai spus?\u201d a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eC\u00e2nd? \u00centre momentul \u00een care mi-ai luat to\u021bi banii \u0219i cel \u00een care ai spus tuturor c\u0103 sunt nebun\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSau c\u00e2nd m-ai l\u0103sat singur\u0103 dup\u0103 ce am pierdut primul copil?\u201d am continuat. \u201e\u021ai-ai amintit atunci c\u0103 exist?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Privirea lui s-a rupt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea a f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenapoi. Pentru prima dat\u0103, p\u0103rea nesigur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eRadu\u2026 hai s\u0103 plec\u0103m,\u201d a spus mai \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar el nu mai era acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se uita la feti\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu tare. Nu dramatic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar\u2026 \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ca un om care \u00een\u021belege prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu nu m-am mi\u0219cat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai aveam nimic de oferit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, s-a ridicat. S-a uitat la mine, dar nu a mai spus nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai avea ce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea l-a tras de m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i au ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, odat\u0103 cu ea, s-a \u00eenchis \u0219i trecutul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 \u00een salon, cu feti\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am luat-o \u00een bra\u021be. S-a foit pu\u021bin, apoi s-a lini\u0219tit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSuntem bine,\u201d i-am \u0219optit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103, chiar eram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen lunile care au urmat, via\u021ba nu a fost u\u0219oar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Banii erau pu\u021bini. Nop\u021bile erau lungi. Uneori pl\u00e2ngeam de oboseal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu mai era fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai era umilin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar munc\u0103, r\u0103bdare \u0219i\u2026 lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 lucrez de acas\u0103. Pu\u021bin c\u00e2te pu\u021bin. Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 m\u0103 descurc. Am cerut ajutor c\u00e2nd a fost nevoie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, \u00eencet, lucrurile s-au a\u0219ezat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o zi, pe c\u00e2nd o \u021bineam \u00een parc, o b\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103 s-a apropiat \u0219i mi-a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSe vede c\u0103 e iubit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 asta era tot ce conta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu r\u0103zbunarea. Nu trecutul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci faptul c\u0103, din tot haosul \u0103la, ie\u0219ise ceva curat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ceva bun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles cu adev\u0103rat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori pierzi tot, ca s\u0103 po\u021bi \u00eencepe cu ceva care chiar merit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Cuvintele mele au c\u0103zut \u00een salon ca o u\u0219\u0103 tr\u00e2ntit\u0103. Pentru o clip\u0103, nimeni n-a mai zis nimic. Radu a r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat, cu privirea prins\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47435,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47610"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47610"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47610\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47611,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47610\/revisions\/47611"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/47435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47610"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47610"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47610"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}