Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare. Nu mai auzeam zgomotul cafenelei, nici r\u00e2setele clien\u021bilor, nici clinchetul ce\u0219tilor. Doar inima mea b\u0103tea nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Andrei s-a ridicat \u0219i m-a privit nedumerit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Doamn\u0103 Elena, sunte\u021bi bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Vocea lui\u2026 Doamne, era aproape identic\u0103. Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec \u0219i am dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Da\u2026 doar pu\u021bin obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dar nu eram obosit\u0103. Eram speriat\u0103. Confuz\u0103. \u0218i, undeva \u00een ad\u00e2ncul sufletului, furioas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen seara aceea, dup\u0103 ce am \u00eenchis cafeneaua, am r\u0103mas singur\u0103 cu g\u00e2ndurile mele. M-am a\u0219ezat la masa din col\u021b, acolo unde obi\u0219nuiam s\u0103 stau cu so\u021bul meu, Mihai, \u0219i s\u0103 facem planuri. \u00cemi aminteam cum r\u00e2dea, cum \u00ee\u0219i \u021binea cafeaua \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, cum \u00eemi spunea c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi locul \u0103sta va fi plin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0218i acum era plin\u2026 dar el nu mai era.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am scos din geant\u0103 o cutie mic\u0103, \u00een care \u021bineam c\u00e2teva lucruri de-ale lui: o fotografie veche, o brichet\u0103, \u0219i o h\u00e2rtie cu datorie pe care o p\u0103strase ani de zile, de parc\u0103 avea valoare sentimental\u0103. M-am uitat la poz\u0103 \u2014 Mihai, t\u00e2n\u0103r, z\u00e2mbind exact ca Andrei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai era doar o b\u0103nuial\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi, l-am chemat pe Andrei mai devreme. Cafeneaua era goal\u0103, doar lumina dimine\u021bii intra pe geamuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Andrei, pot s\u0103 te \u00eentreb ceva personal? am spus, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi \u021bin vocea calm\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ezitat o clip\u0103, apoi a dat din cap.
\u2014 Sigur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tat\u0103l t\u0103u\u2026 mai tr\u0103ie\u0219te?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat \u00een jos.
\u2014 Nu l-am cunoscut niciodat\u0103. Mama nu a vrut s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103 despre el. A spus doar c\u0103 a fost un om bun\u2026 dar c\u0103 nu a putut r\u0103m\u00e2ne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge inima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u0218i mama ta\u2026 unde locuie\u0219te?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cen Ploie\u0219ti. Dar e bolnav\u0103 acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Totul \u00eencepea s\u0103 capete sens, dar \u00een acela\u0219i timp m\u0103 rupea \u00een dou\u0103. Mihai\u2026 omul \u00een care am avut \u00eencredere o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103\u2026 avusese un copil despre care nu mi-a spus niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii pentru o clip\u0103. Puteam s\u0103 m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u0219esc\u2026 sau puteam s\u0103 merg mai departe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Andrei, i-am spus \u00eencet, cred c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 mergem s\u0103 vorbim cu mama ta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-a privit surprins, dar nu a \u00eentrebat nimic. Parc\u0103 \u0219i el sim\u021bea c\u0103 ceva important urmeaz\u0103 s\u0103 ias\u0103 la iveal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ajuns la Ploie\u0219ti \u00een aceea\u0219i zi. Casa era mic\u0103, modest\u0103. O femeie sl\u0103bit\u0103 ne-a deschis u\u0219a. C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a \u00eencremenit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Tu\u2026 a \u0219optit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci am \u0219tiut sigur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne-am a\u0219ezat \u00een t\u0103cere. Ea a \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 spun\u0103 vreun cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mihai\u2026 n-a vrut s\u0103 v\u0103 r\u0103neasc\u0103, a spus printre lacrimi. A fost o gre\u0219eal\u0103\u2026 o singur\u0103 dat\u0103. C\u00e2nd am r\u0103mas \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103, a vrut s\u0103 recunoasc\u0103, dar eu am refuzat. Nu voiam s\u0103 stric familia lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la Andrei. St\u0103tea nemi\u0219cat, ca \u0219i cum lumea lui se pr\u0103bu\u0219ea \u00een acela\u0219i timp cu a mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adev\u0103rul era dureros. Dar era \u0219i eliberator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe drumul \u00eenapoi, nu am vorbit mult. Nu mai era nevoie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, cafeneaua era mai plin\u0103 ca niciodat\u0103. Andrei lucra cu \u0219i mai mult\u0103 dedicare, iar eu\u2026 eu \u00eenv\u0103\u021basem s\u0103 privesc altfel lucrurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu puteam schimba trecutul. Dar puteam alege ce fac cu el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, i-am \u00eentins lui Andrei un plic.
\u2014 Sunt 10.000 de lei. Pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu pot s\u0103 accept\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ba da, i-am spus z\u00e2mbind. E partea ta. Din visul lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A t\u0103cut o clip\u0103, apoi m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.
\u0218i, pentru prima dat\u0103 dup\u0103 mult timp, nu m-am mai sim\u021bit singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Via\u021ba mea se schimbase complet. Dar nu \u00een felul \u00een care m\u0103 temeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dintr-o pierdere, se n\u0103scuse o leg\u0103tur\u0103.
Dintr-un secret, o familie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare. Nu mai auzeam zgomotul cafenelei, nici r\u00e2setele clien\u021bilor, nici clinchetul ce\u0219tilor. Doar inima mea b\u0103tea nebune\u0219te.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":47435,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47531"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47531"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47531\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47532,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47531\/revisions\/47532"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/47435"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47531"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47531"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47531"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}