Era Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Vecinul nostru de la doi. Omul care venea la noi la gr\u0103tare. Care \u00eemi b\u0103tea pe um\u0103r \u0219i-mi spunea \u201evecine\u201d cu z\u00e2mbet larg. Care \u00eemi ceruse de c\u00e2teva ori borma\u0219ina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Ilinca mergea lini\u0219tit\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-l de m\u00e2n\u0103, cu ghiozd\u0103nelul roz \u00een spate. El \u00eei spunea ceva \u0219i ea r\u00e2dea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mi-a venit s\u0103 cobor din ma\u0219in\u0103 \u0219i s\u0103-l iau la rost chiar acolo, \u00een mijlocul str\u0103zii. Dar am r\u0103mas pe loc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am vrut s\u0103 v\u0103d tot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Radu a deschis portiera din dreapta, a a\u0219ezat-o atent pe Ilinca \u00een scaun, i-a pus centura. Gesturi sigure. Familia\u00adre. Prea familiare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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C\u00e2teva minute mai t\u00e2rziu, a ap\u0103rut \u0219i Ana. A urcat \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu \u00een spate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Au plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am pornit motorul \u0219i i-am urm\u0103rit de la distan\u021b\u0103, cu inima b\u0103t\u00e2ndu-mi \u00een urechi. Nu \u0219tiu cum am reu\u0219it s\u0103 conduc f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 gre\u0219esc drumul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Au ajuns \u00een fa\u021ba blocului nostru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Au cobor\u00e2t ca \u0219i cum era cel mai normal lucru din lume. Radu a luat-o pe Ilinca \u00een bra\u021be. Ana a r\u00e2s la ceva ce i-a spus el. Apoi au intrat \u00een scar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen scara mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas c\u00e2teva minute nemi\u0219cat. Apoi am urcat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am deschis u\u0219a, i-am auzit din buc\u0103t\u0103rie. Vocea Ilinc\u0103i, vesel\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMami, tati cel nou a zis c\u0103 mergem iar la zoo!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am intrat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana s-a \u00eentors prima. C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, s-a albit la fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a r\u0103mas cu paharul de ap\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103, blocat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe cau\u021bi acas\u0103?\u201d a \u00eentrebat ea, prea repede.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eA\u0219 putea s\u0103 te \u00eentreb acela\u0219i lucru\u201d, am spus calm. Surprinz\u0103tor de calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ilinca a fugit la mine \u0219i m-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTati! Azi trebuia s\u0103 mergi la munc\u0103!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am aplecat \u0219i am str\u00e2ns-o tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa, puiule. Dar uneori, c\u00e2nd sim\u021bi c\u0103 ceva nu e \u00een regul\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 verifici.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana a \u00eenceput s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103. Repede. Haotic. C\u0103 nu e ce cred. C\u0103 Radu doar o ajut\u0103. C\u0103 eu lipsesc mult. C\u0103 Ilinca s-a ata\u0219at.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i de asta \u00eel pui s\u0103-i spun\u0103 tati?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, privind direct la Radu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
El a \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu eu am\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eIlinca mi-a spus c\u0103 o rogi constant s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u0103 a\u0219a.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost momentul \u00een care am \u00een\u021beles tot. Nu era doar o \u201em\u00e2n\u0103 de ajutor\u201d. Era o rela\u021bie. Probabil de luni bune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit furia urc\u00e2nd, dar nu am \u021bipat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eIlinca, mergi pu\u021bin \u00een camera ta, te rog\u201d, i-am spus bl\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A plecat, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la Ana. Zece ani de c\u0103snicie. Rate la banc\u0103. Vacan\u021be la mare. Seri obosite, dar \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe c\u00e2nd?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe aproape un an.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un an.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen timp ce eu munceam peste program ca s\u0103 pl\u0103tim creditul. \u00cen timp ce refuzam ie\u0219iri cu prietenii ca s\u0103 str\u00e2ngem bani. \u00cen timp ce credeam c\u0103 sunt un so\u021b responsabil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a \u00eencercat s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva despre \u201esentimente\u201d. L-am oprit cu o privire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePleac\u0103 din casa mea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A plecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Discu\u021bia cu Ana a durat ore. Nu mai era nimic de salvat. C\u00e2nd \u00eencrederea se face praf, nu o mai lipe\u0219ti cu scuze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen urm\u0103toarele luni, am \u00eenceput divor\u021bul. A fost greu. Am vorbit cu avoca\u021bi. Am stabilit program pentru Ilinca. Am v\u00e2ndut apartamentul \u0219i am \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit banii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am luat un apartament mai mic, dar al meu. Aproape de gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ilinca a avut nevoie de timp. De explica\u021bii simple.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMami \u0219i tati nu mai pot sta \u00eempreun\u0103. Dar am\u00e2ndoi te iubim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu i-am vorbit ur\u00e2t despre mama ei. Oric\u00e2t de tare m-ar fi durut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La c\u00e2teva luni dup\u0103 divor\u021b, am aflat c\u0103 Radu s-a mutat din bloc. Rela\u021bia lor nu a \u021binut. Se pare c\u0103 \u201etati cel nou\u201d nu era preg\u0103tit pentru rate, responsabilit\u0103\u021bi \u0219i program de vizite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana m-a sunat \u00eentr-o sear\u0103. Vocea \u00eei era obosit\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm gre\u0219it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
N-am sim\u021bit satisfac\u021bie. Doar o lini\u0219te rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218tiu\u201d, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ast\u0103zi, c\u00e2nd o iau pe Ilinca de la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103 \u0219i \u00eemi sare \u00een bra\u021be strig\u00e2nd \u201eTati!\u201d, \u0219tiu un lucru sigur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu conteaz\u0103 c\u00e2t munce\u0219ti.
Nu conteaz\u0103 c\u00e2\u021bi bani aduci \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Conteaz\u0103 s\u0103 fii acolo. Cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am pierdut o so\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar mi-am rec\u00e2\u0219tigat demnitatea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i, cel mai important, am r\u0103mas singurul \u201etati\u201d din via\u021ba fiicei mele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Era Radu. Vecinul nostru de la doi. Omul care venea la noi la gr\u0103tare. Care \u00eemi b\u0103tea pe um\u0103r \u0219i-mi spunea \u201evecine\u201d cu z\u00e2mbet larg.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":45981,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45980"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45980"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45980\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45982,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45980\/revisions\/45982"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/45981"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45980"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45980"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45980"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}