\u2026Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam, cu respira\u021bia t\u0103iat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu mai era vorba de o presim\u021bire. Era adev\u0103r curat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mihai nu plecase la nicio \u201ecurs\u0103 de noapte\u201d. St\u0103tea la p\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenapoi, \u00eencet, s\u0103 nu sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2ie podeaua. Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een 32 de ani, nu mi-a fost team\u0103 de el. Mi-a fost team\u0103 pentru mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am tras aer \u00een piept \u0219i am f\u0103cut ceva ce n-a\u0219 fi f\u0103cut niciodat\u0103 \u00eenainte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am \u00eencuiat u\u0219a cu cheia. Apoi am tras z\u0103vorul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u0218i am sunat la 112.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Vocea mea tremura, dar cuvintele au ie\u0219it clare. Le-am spus c\u0103 so\u021bul meu m\u0103 a\u0219teapt\u0103 afar\u0103. C\u0103 mi-a ordonat s\u0103 ies \u00een viscol. C\u0103 f\u00e2nt\u00e2na din spate nu fusese astupat\u0103 cum trebuie niciodat\u0103. C\u0103 mi-e fric\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Operatorul nu m-a contrazis. Nu m-a f\u0103cut paranoic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mi-a spus doar at\u00e2t: \u201eR\u0103m\u00e2ne\u021bi \u00een cas\u0103. Un echipaj este pe drum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Cele mai lungi dou\u0103zeci de minute din via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Stopurile ro\u0219ii s-au reaprins de c\u00e2teva ori. Probabil se \u00eentreba ce fac. De ce nu ies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Apoi, din dep\u0103rtare, am v\u0103zut alt\u0103 lumin\u0103. Albastru \u0219i ro\u0219u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ma\u0219ina de poli\u021bie a intrat pe uli\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen clipa aceea, motorul Daciei lui Mihai a pornit brusc. A \u00eencercat s\u0103 \u00eentoarc\u0103. Prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Echipajul l-a blocat chiar la cap\u0103tul drumului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit totul de dup\u0103 perdea. Nu tremuram. Nu mai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diminea\u021ba, poli\u021bi\u0219tii au venit \u0219i \u00een curte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au cercetat locul unde trebuia s\u0103 dau z\u0103pada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sub stratul gros, au g\u0103sit capacul vechi al f\u00e2nt\u00e2nii tras \u00eentr-o parte. Doar sprijinit, nu fixat. Sub el \u2014 gol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alunecos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mortal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDac\u0103 p\u0103\u0219ea\u021bi acolo, \u00een viscol, nimeni n-ar fi \u0219tiut\u201d, mi-a spus unul dintre poli\u021bi\u0219ti. \u201eAr fi p\u0103rut c\u0103 a\u021bi c\u0103zut accidental.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Accident.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un cuv\u00e2nt at\u00e2t de simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, au venit \u0219i cu mandat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen portbagajul ma\u0219inii lui Mihai au g\u0103sit fr\u00e2nghie. \u0218i o sticl\u0103 de \u021buic\u0103 aproape goal\u0103. \u0218i telefonul pe care \u00ee\u0219i c\u0103uta, \u00een ultimele zile, informa\u021bii despre c\u00e2t dureaz\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 un om \u00een z\u0103pad\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vecinii au ie\u0219it la por\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Unii \u0219u\u0219oteau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Al\u021bii se uitau la mine cu mil\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar eu nu mai eram femeia care pleca privirea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd l-au urcat \u00een ma\u0219in\u0103, Mihai m-a privit pentru prima dat\u0103 cu adev\u0103rat. Nu cu dispre\u021b. Nu cu r\u0103ceal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cu ur\u0103 c\u0103 nu i-a ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Timp de 32 de ani tr\u0103isem mic\u0103. Supus\u0103. \u201eS\u0103 nu superi b\u0103rbatul.\u201d \u201eLas\u0103 de la tine.\u201d \u201eA\u0219a sunt to\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu a\u0219a sunt to\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i chiar dac\u0103 ar fi, asta nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 mori \u00eencet l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103, mi-am str\u00e2ns hainele \u00eentr-o valiz\u0103. Casa aceea nu mai era a mea. Era o capcan\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am v\u00e2ndut-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru mult. Dar suficient c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eenchiriez un apartament mic, luminos, \u00een ora\u0219.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen prima diminea\u021b\u0103 acolo, am deschis geamul larg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ningea din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit z\u0103pada a\u0219ternut\u0103 pe trotuar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Alb\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Curat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, nu mi-a fost fric\u0103 de ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am cobor\u00e2t, am luat o lopat\u0103 de plastic de la magazinul din col\u021b \u0219i am cur\u0103\u021bat singur\u0103 aleea din fa\u021ba blocului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu pentru c\u0103 mi-a ordonat cineva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci pentru c\u0103 am vrut eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar c\u00e2nd vecina de la doi mi-a spus: \u201eS\u0103 \u0219ti\u021bi c\u0103 ave\u021bi curaj\u201d, am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era curaj.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, libertate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2026Am r\u0103mas nemi\u0219cat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 geam, cu respira\u021bia t\u0103iat\u0103. Nu mai era vorba de o presim\u021bire. Era adev\u0103r curat. Mihai nu plecase la nicio \u201ecurs\u0103 de<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":45659,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45897"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45897"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45897\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45898,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45897\/revisions\/45898"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/45659"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45897"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45897"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45897"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}