\u00cen a opta zi m-am trezit cu un gust amar \u00een gur\u0103 \u0219i cu o senza\u021bie de str\u00e2ngere \u00een piept. Nu mai era doar despre m\u00e2ncare. Era despre control.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mihai st\u0103tea la mas\u0103 cu un carne\u021bel deschis. C\u00e2nd m-a v\u0103zut, a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Am f\u0103cut un plan pentru tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Atunci am sim\u021bit c\u0103 ceva se rupe \u00een mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Un plan? am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Da. Mese fixe, f\u0103r\u0103 gust\u0103ri. Mers zilnic pe jos. Dou\u0103 kilograme pe lun\u0103. E realist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Nu \u021bi-am cerut asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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A ridicat din umeri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Cineva trebuie s\u0103 se ocupe \u0219i de tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eS\u0103 se ocupe.\u201d Cuvintele alea mi-au intrat direct \u00een oase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Mi-am adus aminte de via\u021ba mea de dinainte. De dimine\u021bile c\u00e2nd beam cafeaua \u00een lini\u0219te. De serile c\u00e2nd m\u00e2ncam o felie de p\u00e2ine cu br\u00e2nz\u0103 \u0219i ro\u0219ii f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 judece nimeni. De faptul c\u0103 \u00eemi pl\u0103team singur\u0103 facturile, c\u0103 nu cer\u0219eam nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mihai, am spus \u00eencet, eu nu sunt un proiect.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A r\u00e2s scurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Exagerezi. Ar trebui s\u0103-mi mul\u021bume\u0219ti. Pu\u021bini b\u0103rba\u021bi mai au grij\u0103 la v\u00e2rsta asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci mi-am f\u0103cut bagajul. F\u0103r\u0103 scandal. F\u0103r\u0103 \u021bipete. Doar cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Unde te duci? a \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 O s\u0103 regre\u021bi, a spus rece. Singur\u0103tatea \u00eengra\u0219\u0103 mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t m\u00e2ncarea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis u\u0219a f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een apartamentul meu, m-am a\u0219ezat pe canapea \u0219i am pl\u00e2ns. Mult. Nu pentru el. Pentru mine. Pentru c\u0103, la 51 de ani, acceptasem s\u0103 fiu mic\u0219orat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea mi-am f\u0103cut o omlet\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103. Cu p\u00e2ine. Cu sare. Cu poft\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva simplu: iubirea nu te \u00eenfometeaz\u0103. Nici la mas\u0103, nici \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu vreau un b\u0103rbat care s\u0103-mi numere lingurile. Vreau un om care s\u0103 se a\u0219eze l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce din aceea\u0219i farfurie, chiar dac\u0103 nu e \u201eperfect\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am 51 de ani. \u0218i nu e prea t\u00e2rziu s\u0103 m\u0103 aleg pe mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u00cen a opta zi m-am trezit cu un gust amar \u00een gur\u0103 \u0219i cu o senza\u021bie de str\u00e2ngere \u00een piept. Nu mai era doar despre<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":44995,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45507"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=45507"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45507\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":45508,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/45507\/revisions\/45508"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/44995"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=45507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=45507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=45507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}