Doctorul nu s-a l\u0103sat p\u0103c\u0103lit. Am v\u0103zut asta \u00een secunda \u00een care spr\u00e2nceana lui st\u00e2ng\u0103 s-a ridicat u\u0219or, aproape imperceptibil, ca \u0219i cum punctase ceva pe o list\u0103 invizibil\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a spus calm:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Doamn\u0103 Clara, o s\u0103 am nevoie s\u0103 vorbesc cu dumneavoastr\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute\u2026 doar noi doi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Degetele lui C\u0103t\u0103lin s-au \u00eencordat pe m\u00e2na mea ca o menghin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Chiar e nevoie? a \u00eentrebat el, cu un ton prea prietenos ca s\u0103 fie sincer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Da, a r\u0103spuns doctorul, simplu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pentru prima oar\u0103 \u00een mul\u021bi ani, cineva nu-i \u00eenghi\u021bea povestea f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 clipeasc\u0103. \u0218i asta l-a iritat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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C\u0103t\u0103lin a inspirat ad\u00e2nc, \u0219i-a \u201erearanjat\u201d z\u00e2mbetul \u0219i a l\u0103sat m\u00e2na mea, de parc\u0103 el ar fi fost cel care f\u0103cea un gest de bun\u0103voin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u2014 Bine. Ies c\u00e2teva minute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
U\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis, iar lini\u0219tea care a r\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103 era at\u00e2t de groas\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t sim\u021beam c\u0103 m\u0103 sufoc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doctorul Luca s-a apropiat de pat \u0219i s-a a\u0219ezat pe scaun, nu ca un medic, ci ca un om care \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 nu sperie un animal r\u0103nit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Clara\u2026 \u0219tiu c\u0103 nu ai c\u0103zut pe sc\u0103ri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenghe\u021bat. Mi-am dus instinctiv m\u00e2na la coaste, de parc\u0103 adev\u0103rul ar fi putut s\u0103 m\u0103 doar\u0103 mai tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce\u2026 ce v\u0103 face s\u0103 crede\u021bi asta?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a ar\u0103tat foaia. Nici m\u0103car nu trebuia s\u0103 o citesc \u2014 o vedeam clar: fracturi vechi, v\u00e2n\u0103t\u0103i \u00een diferite stadii, lovituri care nu puteau fi \u201edintr-o singur\u0103 c\u0103dere\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 A\u0219a arat\u0103 un corp obi\u0219nuit cu b\u0103taia, nu cu treptele, a spus el, cu o sinceritate t\u0103cut\u0103 care m-a zguduit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asistenta s-a apropiat \u0219i ea, cu o voce bl\u00e2nd\u0103:
\u2014 Putem s\u0103 v\u0103 ajut\u0103m. Dar trebuie s\u0103 ne spune\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am \u00eenchis ochii. O clip\u0103. Dou\u0103. Trei.
Nu aveam voie s\u0103 spun nimic. Nu aveam voie s\u0103 recunosc nimic. C\u0103t\u0103lin avea prieteni peste tot \u2014 poli\u021bi\u0219ti, oameni cu func\u021bii, oameni care se temeau de el sau \u00eei datorau bani.
Dac\u0103 spuneam ceva\u2026 cine \u0219tia ce urma?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar \u00een timp ce t\u0103ceam, ceva s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am auzit pa\u0219i. Gravi, ap\u0103sa\u021bi, gr\u0103bi\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doctorul a ridicat privirea. Asistenta s-a \u00eentors instinctiv.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se \u00eentorsese mai repede dec\u00e2t era normal. Fa\u021ba \u00eei era \u00eentunecat\u0103, maxilarul \u00eencordat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 aici? a \u00eentrebat el, uit\u00e2ndu-se c\u00e2nd la doctor, c\u00e2nd la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Discut\u0103m, a spus doctorul. At\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Discut\u0103m despre ce? A c\u0103zut. At\u00e2t. Ce mai vre\u021bi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tonul lui era calm, dar ochii \u2014 ochii ardeau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doctorul Luca nu a dat \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Trebuie s\u0103 facem investiga\u021bii suplimentare. \u0218i s\u0103 vorbim f\u0103r\u0103 presiune. So\u021bia dumneavoastr\u0103 pare\u2026 speriat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 E normal s\u0103 fie speriat\u0103! a ridicat el vocea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A urmat o secund\u0103 lung\u0103, \u00een care toat\u0103 lumea a t\u0103cut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eu nu respiram.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asistenta a f\u0103cut un pas \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.
\u2014 Domnule, o s\u0103 v\u0103 rog s\u0103 p\u0103stra\u021bi distan\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin a r\u00e2s \u00eencet.
\u2014 Distan\u021ba? Fa\u021b\u0103 de propria mea so\u021bie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen momentul acela, doctorul a ap\u0103sat un buton de pe perete. Simplu. Cald. F\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar efectul a fost ca o explozie \u00een aer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen c\u00e2teva secunde, doi brancardieri \u0219i un agent de paz\u0103 au intrat \u00een salon.
\u2014 Totul \u00een regul\u0103, domnule doctor?
\u2014 Da, a spus el, dar a\u0219 vrea ca acest domn s\u0103 a\u0219tepte afar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u0103t\u0103lin s-a \u00eentors spre mine, iar privirea lui mi-a f\u0103cut s\u00e2ngele s\u0103 \u00eenghe\u021be.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu a apucat s\u0103 spun\u0103 nimic. A fost condus spre u\u0219\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 violen\u021b\u0103, dar ferm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd u\u0219a s-a \u00eenchis definitiv, genunchii mi-au cedat, chiar dac\u0103 eram deja \u00eentins\u0103 \u00een pat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doctorul s-a \u00eentors spre mine.
\u2014 Clara, ai dou\u0103 op\u021biuni: pleci acas\u0103 cu el \u0219i vei reveni aici\u2026 mai r\u0103u. Sau ne la\u0219i s\u0103 te ajut\u0103m. Exist\u0103 proceduri. Protec\u021bie. O \u0219ans\u0103 real\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asistenta mi-a luat m\u00e2na.
\u2014 Dac\u0103 nu pentru tine\u2026 m\u0103car pentru viitoarea ta zi de m\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit c\u0103 m\u0103 rup \u00een dou\u0103. Frica tr\u0103gea de mine dintr-o parte, speran\u021ba din cealalt\u0103.
Dar pentru prima oar\u0103, speran\u021ba tr\u0103gea mai tare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit \u00een sec.
Apoi am spus, cu o voce mic\u0103, dar ferm\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Vreau\u2026 s\u0103 ie\u0219i din asta. Vreau s\u0103 scap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asistenta a z\u00e2mbit. Doctorul a dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Atunci \u00eencepem acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost prima zi din via\u021ba mea \u00een care nu m-am mai sim\u021bit singur\u0103. Prima zi \u00een care nu m-am mai sim\u021bit un obiect. Prima zi \u00een care am sim\u021bit c\u0103 ceva din sufletul meu poate fi salvat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i nu a fost u\u0219or. Au urmat declara\u021bii, vizite, h\u00e2rtii, proceduri, poli\u021bi\u0219ti care chiar \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103ceau treaba.
C\u0103t\u0103lin a \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 contacteze. A \u00eencercat s\u0103 intre peste mine. A \u00eencercat s\u0103 intimideze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar de fiecare dat\u0103, cineva era acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i \u00eentr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, cu o cafea amar\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i cu un bandaj pe coaste, am \u00een\u021beles ceva:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu eram slab\u0103.
Doar c\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci, nu fusese nimeni care s\u0103-mi arate o u\u0219\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu, Clara Munteanu, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it, trecusem prin ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Libera. \u00cen via\u021b\u0103. \u0218i hot\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai \u00eentorc niciodat\u0103 \u00een iadul din care abia sc\u0103pasem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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