\u201eIart\u0103-m\u0103, tat\u0103\u201d, am spus, cu vocea fr\u00e2nt\u0103. \u201eNu \u0219tiu ce m-a apucat\u2026 am uitat cine sunt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 oprire. M\u0103 sim\u021beam mic, mizerabil, gol pe din\u0103untru. \u00cen fa\u021ba mea, omul acela care \u00eemi d\u0103duse tot ce avea pe lume \u00ee\u0219i tr\u0103gea m\u00e2na \u00eencet, de parc\u0103 i-ar fi fost ru\u0219ine s\u0103 fie atins de mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eHai, ridic\u0103-te, copile\u201d, mi-a zis, bl\u00e2nd ca \u00eentotdeauna. \u201eNu-i nimic. Doar m-am bucurat s\u0103 te v\u0103d.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Dar vocea \u00eei tremura, \u0219i \u00een ochii lui am v\u0103zut o triste\u021be cum nu mai v\u0103zusem niciodat\u0103. O triste\u021be t\u0103cut\u0103, de om care a iubit prea mult.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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L-am rugat s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103. I-am adus ap\u0103, i-am preg\u0103tit m\u00e2ncare, dar n-a vrut. \u201eAm drum lung p\u00e2n\u0103 acas\u0103\u201d, a zis. \u201e\u0218i nu mai e t\u00e2rziu doar afar\u0103\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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A plecat \u00een noapte, sprijinit \u00een baston, \u0219i am r\u0103mas \u00een prag privind cum se \u00eendep\u0103rta. M\u0103 durea pieptul. M\u0103 durea ru\u0219inea. Mi-am dat seama c\u0103 muncisem o via\u021b\u0103 \u00eentreag\u0103 ca s\u0103 fiu bogat \u00een bani, dar s\u0103rac \u00een inim\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u00cen noaptea aceea n-am putut dormi. M-am plimbat prin cas\u0103 ore \u00een \u0219ir, ating\u00e2nd lucrurile pe care el nu le-ar fi avut nici m\u0103car \u00een vis: covor gros, televizor uria\u0219, haine scumpe. \u0218i totu\u0219i, \u00een tot luxul \u0103la, sim\u021beam frig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Diminea\u021ba, am pornit ma\u0219ina \u0219i am plecat spre sat. Era la peste 200 de kilometri, dar n-am sim\u021bit drumul. C\u00e2nd am ajuns, casa lui era la fel ca \u00eentotdeauna \u2014 mic\u0103, cu acoperi\u0219ul l\u0103sat \u0219i miros de p\u0103m\u00e2nt ud. Am b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103, dar n-a r\u0103spuns nimeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vecina a ie\u0219it \u0219i mi-a spus \u00eencet: \u201eA plecat la spital, asear\u0103 l-au dus. I s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u pe drum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am alergat c\u00e2t am putut. C\u00e2nd am ajuns, era acolo, \u00eentins pe pat, slab, cu perfuzii \u00een bra\u021b. M-a privit \u0219i a z\u00e2mbit. \u201e\u0218tiam c\u0103 o s\u0103 vii\u201d, mi-a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns. I-am luat m\u00e2na \u0219i i-am spus c\u0103 o s\u0103 pl\u0103tesc opera\u021bia, c\u0103 o s\u0103-l duc acas\u0103 cu mine, c\u0103 n-o s\u0103-l mai las singur. Dar el doar mi-a f\u0103cut semn s\u0103 tac.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu mai trebuie s\u0103 faci nimic. Ai f\u0103cut destul. Eu am tr\u0103it ca s\u0103 te v\u0103d om mare. \u0218i uite, e\u0219ti. Restul nu mai conteaz\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi, cu o lini\u0219te de ne\u00een\u021beles, a \u00eenchis ochii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219tiu c\u00e2t timp am stat acolo. L-am \u021binut de m\u00e2n\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd am sim\u021bit c\u0103 s-a r\u0103cit. M-am uitat la el \u0219i mi-am dat seama c\u0103 tot s\u00e2ngele pe care-l v\u00e2nduse pentru mine acum curgea prin venele mele. C\u0103, de fapt, nu fusese niciodat\u0103 un \u201ep\u0103rinte vitreg\u201d, ci adev\u0103ratul meu tat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd i-am f\u0103cut \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntarea, am pl\u0103tit tot, dar n-am sim\u021bit c\u0103 pl\u0103tesc o datorie. Era pu\u021binul pe care \u00eel mai puteam face. Iar \u00een ziua aceea am jurat c\u0103 niciodat\u0103 n-o s\u0103 las un om care-mi \u00eentinde m\u00e2na s\u0103 plece cu ea goal\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De atunci, \u00een fiecare an, donez s\u00e2nge. \u0218i de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd v\u0103d punga aceea ro\u0219ie, \u00eemi amintesc de el \u2014 de tat\u0103l care m-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat c\u0103 uneori dragostea nu se spune, ci se d\u0103, pic\u0103tur\u0103 cu pic\u0103tur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201eIart\u0103-m\u0103, tat\u0103\u201d, am spus, cu vocea fr\u00e2nt\u0103. \u201eNu \u0219tiu ce m-a apucat\u2026 am uitat cine sunt.\u201d Lacrimile \u00eemi curgeau f\u0103r\u0103 oprire. M\u0103 sim\u021beam mic, mizerabil,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":42923,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43152"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=43152"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43152\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":43153,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43152\/revisions\/43153"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/42923"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=43152"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=43152"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=43152"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}