{"id":39611,"date":"2025-05-29T07:19:17","date_gmt":"2025-05-29T07:19:17","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/?p=39611"},"modified":"2025-05-29T07:19:18","modified_gmt":"2025-05-29T07:19:18","slug":"continuarea-aici-17","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/?p=39611","title":{"rendered":"Continuarea aici&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Am venit pentru un loc de munc\u0103 simplu, \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u00een cea mai bun\u0103 rochie a mea \u0219i ag\u0103\u021b\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de ultima pic\u0103tur\u0103 de speran\u021b\u0103 care-mi mai r\u0103m\u0103sese. Patronul restaurantului m-a batjocorit \u0219i a vrut s\u0103 scap de mine, iar eu am crezut cu adev\u0103rat c\u0103 era cea mai proast\u0103 zi din via\u021ba mea. Dar aceea\u0219i zi s-a dovedit a fi cea mai important\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Via\u021ba este imprevizibil\u0103. Totul se poate schimba \u00eentr-o singur\u0103 zi \u0219i, dintr-o dat\u0103, tot ceea ce erai obi\u0219nuit dispare. Exact asta mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat mie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00centr-un moment aveam un fel de echilibru, iar \u00een urm\u0103torul, nu mai aveam nimic. Dar am \u00eencercat s\u0103 nu m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u0219esc. Mi-am spus c\u0103 aveam nevoie de un singur lucru mic pentru a m\u0103 sim\u021bi mai bine \u2013 o zi la plaj\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Doar o zi lini\u0219tit\u0103, cu sunetul valurilor, c\u0103ldura soarelui \u0219i senza\u021bia de nisip sub picioare. Asta era tot ce voiam. Asta era singura mea dorin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Speran\u021be Spulberate<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u0219a c\u0103 m-am ridicat, mi-am pus cea mai bun\u0103 rochie \u0219i am mers pe str\u0103zi. Auzisem c\u0103 un restaurant elegant angajeaz\u0103 oameni pentru munc\u0103 temporar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Poate a\u0219 putea c\u00e2\u0219tiga pu\u021bin bani. Eram sl\u0103bit\u0103 \u0219i \u0219tiam c\u0103 nu puteam face fa\u021b\u0103 mai mult de o tur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Totu\u0219i, i-am convins pe cei din jur s\u0103 m\u0103 lase s\u0103 \u00eencerc. Nu a fost u\u0219or, dar puteam fi foarte persuasiv\u0103 c\u00e2nd era nevoie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Restaurantul ar\u0103ta ca un loc \u00een care nu-mi apar\u021bineam. Era curat \u0219i str\u0103lucitor, cu muzic\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103 \u0219i mirosuri bogate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau, dar m-am for\u021bat s\u0103 intru. Am z\u0103rit gazda \u00een spatele unui mic birou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vorbea cu cineva \u0219i scria ceva. M-am apropiat, am respirat ad\u00e2nc \u0219i am sperat la o \u0219ans\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eBun\u0103 ziua. Numele meu este Hannah. Am venit pentru un interviu\u201d, am spus. Vocea mea era lini\u0219tit\u0103, dar st\u0103team dreapt\u0103. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 sun sigur\u0103 pe mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Gazda nu \u0219i-a ridicat privirea de pe h\u00e2rtii. \u201eA\u0219tepta\u021bi la bar. Managerul va veni la dumneavoastr\u0103\u201d, a spus ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am dat din cap, de\u0219i ea nu m-a v\u0103zut. M-am \u00eentors \u0219i am mers la bar. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau. M-am a\u0219ezat pe un scaun \u00eenalt \u0219i m-am uitat la podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un b\u0103rbat \u00een costum s-a a\u0219ezat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine. Era zgomotos. Avea un telefon \u00eentr-o m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i o \u00eencrunt\u0103tur\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103 pe fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu am nevoie de el m\u00e2ine! Am nevoie de el acum!\u201d a strigat el. Am s\u0103rit pe scaun. A \u00eenchis \u0219i a tr\u00e2ntit telefonul pe bar. \u201eIdio\u021bii \u0103\u0219tia nu mai pot face nimic\u201d, a spus el barmanului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Barmanul a r\u0103mas calm. I-a f\u0103cut b\u0103rbatului un semn scurt din cap, apoi s-a \u00eentors spre mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eV\u0103 pot oferi ceva de b\u0103ut?\u201d a \u00eentrebat el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu, mul\u021bumesc. Sunt aici pentru un interviu\u201d, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El a dat din cap \u0219i s-a \u00eendep\u0103rtat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un moment mai t\u00e2rziu, ceva rece mi-a lovit pieptul. Am g\u00e2f\u00e2it. Vinul ro\u0219u mi-a \u00eembibat rochia. S-a r\u0103sp\u00e2ndit repede. Singura mea rochie. Cea mai bun\u0103 rochie a mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eO, nu\u201d, am spus. Am luat un \u0219erve\u021bel \u0219i am \u00eencercat s\u0103-l \u0219terg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u0103rbatul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine a dat ochii peste cap. \u201eE cam mult. E doar vin\u201d, a spus el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eE\u0219ti serios? Asta e tot ce am!\u201d am spus. Vocea mea tremura. \u201eAsta e cea mai bun\u0103 rochie a mea!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El a r\u00e2s scurt. \u201eAsta e cea mai bun\u0103 a ta? Condolean\u021be.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Cuvintele lui m-au lovit puternic. M-am ridicat. \u201eCum \u00eendr\u0103zne\u0219ti s\u0103-mi vorbe\u0219ti a\u0219a!\u201d am spus. \u201eTe rog, cheam\u0103 managerul\u201d, i-am spus barmanului. Barmanul nu a f\u0103cut nimic. Mi-a \u00eentors spatele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eCine crezi c\u0103 e\u0219ti, regin\u0103 a dramei?\u201d a spus b\u0103rbatul. A scos ni\u0219te bani din portofel. \u201eIat\u0103. Cump\u0103r\u0103-\u021bi o rochie nou\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la bancnote. Apoi le-am luat \u0219i i le-am aruncat. \u201eNu vreau banii t\u0103i! Crezi c\u0103 banii pot rezolva totul? E\u0219ti o persoan\u0103 oribil\u0103!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eSecuritate!\u201d a strigat b\u0103rbatul. \u201eScoate\u021bi-o pe nebuna asta de aici!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un b\u0103rbat mare \u00een uniform\u0103 a venit \u0219i m-a prins de bra\u021b.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu m\u0103 atinge! Pot pleca singur\u0103!\u201d am spus. M-am smuls \u0219i m-am uitat ur\u00e2t la b\u0103rbatul \u00een costum. \u201eE\u0219ti patetic.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eEu de\u021bin acest restaurant. Fac ce vreau. Tu e\u0219ti cea patetic\u0103\u201d, a spus el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Paznicul m-a prins din nou. Picioarele mi s-au \u00eenmuiat. Capul mi se \u00eenv\u00e2rtea. Nu acum. Te rog, nu acum. Totul s-a \u00eentunecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Trezirea la Realitate<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am deschis ochii \u0219i am v\u0103zut un tavan alb deasupra mea. Corpul meu se sim\u021bea greu. Eram \u00eentins\u0103 pe un pat de spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nancy, o asistent\u0103, m\u0103 \u00eempingea pe un hol lung. Abia puteam mi\u0219ca capul, dar c\u00e2nd l-am \u00eentors, l-am v\u0103zut. Pe b\u0103rbatul de la restaurant. Mergea l\u00e2ng\u0103 noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eCe e cu ea? Jur c\u0103 nu am atins-o\u201d, i-a spus el lui Nancy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nancy ar\u0103ta furioas\u0103. \u201eLas\u0103-o \u00een pace\u201d, a \u0219uierat ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am for\u021bat un \u0219oapt\u0103. \u201eSpune-i s\u0103 ias\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nancy s-a uitat la el. \u201eAi auzit-o. Ie\u0219i afar\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El nu s-a mi\u0219cat. \u201eSpune-mi doar ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103. Nu vreau s\u0103 fiu \u00eenvinuit pentru asta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eEste foarte bolnav\u0103\u201d, a spus Nancy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El p\u0103rea confuz. \u201eMoare?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nancy nu a r\u0103spuns. Mi-a \u00eempins patul mai repede. Nu puteam r\u0103m\u00e2ne treaz\u0103. Ochii mi s-au \u00eenchis din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O Surpriz\u0103 nea\u0219teptat\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00e2nd m-am trezit, eram \u00een camera mea de spital. Erau flori pe o mas\u0103. Mi-am \u00eentors capul. B\u0103rbatul st\u0103tea pe un scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eCe faci aici?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u0219i m-am ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El s-a ridicat. \u201eAsistenta a spus c\u0103 nu ar trebui s\u0103 te ridici prea repede.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la el. \u201eDeci acum \u00ee\u021bi pas\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A oftat. \u201eHai s\u0103 o lu\u0103m de la cap\u0103t. Numele meu este John. Am fost nepoliticos. \u00cemi pare r\u0103u. Vreau s\u0103 ajut. Voi pl\u0103ti pentru tot.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am dat din cap. \u201eNu vreau banii t\u0103i. Nici m\u0103car un milion de dolari nu m-ar face s\u0103 te iert. Am vrut un singur lucru. O zi la plaj\u0103. Acum, din cauza ta, nici m\u0103car asta nu am.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201e\u00cemi pare foarte r\u0103u. Las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 ajut s\u0103 pl\u0103tesc tratamentul t\u0103u\u201d, a spus John.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201ePleac\u0103\u201d, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eVreau doar s\u0103-mi cer scuze.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201ePleac\u0103!\u201d am strigat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John s-a uitat la mine pentru \u00eenc\u0103 c\u00e2teva secunde. P\u0103rea c\u0103 voia s\u0103 spun\u0103 ceva, dar nu a f\u0103cut-o. S-a \u00eentors \u0219i a ie\u0219it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>L-am privit cum pleac\u0103 \u0219i am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi cre\u0219te furia \u00een piept. \u00cel uram. Luase singurul lucru pe care mi-l doream.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O zi la plaj\u0103. Asta era tot ce voiam. Dup\u0103 ce am le\u0219inat \u00een restaurant, am \u0219tiut adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu m\u0103 vor l\u0103sa s\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sesc spitalul acum. Eram prea bolnav\u0103. Voi muri aici. Nu voi vedea niciodat\u0103 oceanul, nu voi sim\u021bi niciodat\u0103 nisipul sau nu voi auzi valurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Zilele treceau. Fiecare p\u0103rea mai lung\u0103 dec\u00e2t precedenta. Corpul meu devenea mai sl\u0103bit. Abia puteam m\u00e2nca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fiecare sunet p\u0103rea ascu\u021bit. Fiecare lumin\u0103 era prea puternic\u0103. Voiam pace. Voiam lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00centr-o sear\u0103, asistenta a intrat \u00een camera mea. A z\u00e2mbit \u00eentr-un mod care se sim\u021bea diferit. \u201eRidic\u0103-te\u201d, a spus ea. \u201eAi o surpriz\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Eram prea obosit\u0103 s\u0103 pun \u00eentreb\u0103ri. M-am ridicat din pat, \u0219i ea m-a ajutat pe hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ne-am oprit \u00een fa\u021ba unei u\u0219i. A deschis-o. John era acolo. M-am \u00eentors s\u0103 plec. Apoi am v\u0103zut. Nisip acoperea podeaua. M-am oprit. Ochii mi s-au m\u0103rit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eStai\u201d, a spus John. \u201eVreau s\u0103 \u00eendrept lucrurile.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat \u00een jur. Pe perete era o mare. O lumin\u0103 cald\u0103. Un picnic. O plaj\u0103, chiar aici.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la tot ce m\u0103 \u00eenconjura \u0219i m-am sim\u021bit confuz\u0103. Nisipul, lumina, mirosul de sare \u2014 totul p\u0103rea at\u00e2t de real. \u201eCe \u00eenseamn\u0103 toate astea?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, ne\u0219tiind dac\u0103 visam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John st\u0103tea \u00een mijlocul camerei \u0219i z\u00e2mbea. \u201eDac\u0103 nu po\u021bi merge la plaj\u0103, atunci plaja va veni la tine\u201d, a spus el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am \u00eencruntat pu\u021bin. \u201eCum ai f\u0103cut s\u0103 miroas\u0103 a mare?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El a z\u00e2mbit larg. \u201eMagicienii nu \u00ee\u0219i dezv\u0103luie secretele.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Mi-am \u00eencruci\u0219at bra\u021bele \u0219i m-am uitat la halatul meu de spital. \u201eEi bine, nu vreau s\u0103 stau aici \u00een asta\u201d, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John a f\u0103cut semn spre col\u021b. \u201e\u00centoarce-te.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am \u00eentors \u0219i am v\u0103zut o rochie moale de var\u0103, \u00eemp\u0103turit\u0103 frumos pe un scaun. M-am dus \u0219i am luat-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201e\u00cenc\u0103 un lucru\u201d, am spus. \u201eNu vreau s\u0103 fiu singur\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John s-a apropiat. \u201eDac\u0103 vrei, pot r\u0103m\u00e2ne.\u201d Am dat un mic semn din cap \u0219i am plecat s\u0103 m\u0103 schimb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dup\u0103 ce m-am schimbat \u00een rochia de var\u0103, m-am \u00eentors \u00een camer\u0103. Materialul moale se sim\u021bea u\u0219or pe piele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am p\u0103\u0219it pe nisip \u0219i m-am dus la p\u0103tur\u0103. John st\u0103tea deja acolo, a\u0219tept\u00e2ndu-m\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>A\u0219ezase farfurii cu m\u00e2ncare adev\u0103rat\u0103, probabil de la restaurantul lui. Totul ar\u0103ta proasp\u0103t \u0219i mirosea at\u00e2t de bine. M-am a\u0219ezat vizavi de el \u0219i am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u00e2nc\u0103m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am \u0219i vorbit. La \u00eenceput, doar lucruri m\u0103runte. Apoi John a t\u0103cut. S-a uitat la mine \u0219i a spus: \u201eAm gre\u0219it. \u00cen acea zi la restaurant, am pierdut controlul. A fost o zi proast\u0103, dar asta nu e o scuz\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Vocea lui era bl\u00e2nd\u0103. Am ascultat. Am putut vedea c\u0103 spunea fiecare cuv\u00e2nt. Pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce vorbeam mai mult, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Se sim\u021bea ciudat, dar bine. John a r\u00e2s \u0219i el. \u00cen acea noapte, am vorbit ore \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Dup\u0103 aceea, John venea s\u0103 m\u0103 vad\u0103 \u00een fiecare zi. Am vorbit, am \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219it pove\u0219ti \u0219i, \u00eencet-\u00eencet, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendr\u0103gostesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Asta m-a speriat mai mult dec\u00e2t orice, pentru c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 muream \u0219i nu voiam s\u0103-i fr\u00e2ng inima. Doctorii nu-mi d\u0103deau nicio speran\u021b\u0103. M\u0103 sim\u021beam din ce \u00een ce mai r\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Data viitoare c\u00e2nd John a venit \u00een vizit\u0103, eram deja a\u0219ezat\u0103 pe scaunul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 fereastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la el \u0219i am respirat ad\u00e2nc. Pieptul \u00eemi era greu. \u201eTrebuie s\u0103 nu mai vii\u201d, am spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John p\u0103rea confuz. \u201eDe ce a\u0219 face asta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la m\u00e2inile mele. \u201ePentru c\u0103 \u00eencep s\u0103 am sentimente pentru tine\u201d, am spus. \u201e\u0218i nu vreau s\u0103 sim\u021bi la fel. Te va durea doar pe tine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John s-a apropiat \u0219i a \u00eengenuncheat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine. Mi-a luat m\u00e2na cu bl\u00e2nde\u021be. \u201eAtunci e prea t\u00e2rziu\u201d, a spus el. \u201eDeja m\u0103 \u00eendr\u0103gostesc de tine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ochii mi s-au umplut de lacrimi. Am \u00eencercat s\u0103 vorbesc f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng, dar nu am putut. \u201eMai am trei zile\u201d, am spus. \u201eAsta mi-au spus doctorii.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John nu mi-a dat drumul la m\u00e2n\u0103. \u201eAtunci vom face ca acele trei zile s\u0103 conteze\u201d, a spus el. \u201eVor fi cele mai bune zile din via\u021ba noastr\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John a stat cu mine \u00een fiecare clip\u0103. A tras un scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 patul meu \u0219i a stat acolo ore \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00e2nd aveam putere, vorbeam. C\u00e2nd eram obosit\u0103, el doar m\u0103 \u021binea de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Noaptea, st\u0103tea l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine pe patul de spital, \u021bin\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 str\u00e2ns. M\u0103 sim\u021beam \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>De cele mai multe ori, eram prea slab\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n treaz\u0103. Adormeam \u0219i m\u0103 trezeam intermitent, auzindu-i vocea din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, bl\u00e2nd\u0103 \u0219i constant\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00centr-o noapte, m-am trezit \u0219i am \u00eentins m\u00e2na dup\u0103 el. Spa\u021biul de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine era gol. M-am ridicat \u00eencet \u0219i m-am uitat \u00een jur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea mai repede. Am ie\u0219it din pat, am deschis u\u0219a \u0219i am privit pe hol. La cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt, l-am v\u0103zut cu Nancy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu se poate face chiar nimic?\u201d a \u00eentrebat el. \u201eSunt dispus s\u0103 dau orice sum\u0103 de bani.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nancy a cl\u0103tinat din cap. \u201eMi-e team\u0103 c\u0103 nu putem face nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nu mai voiam s\u0103 aud nimic. Auzisem asta \u00eenainte, de nenum\u0103rate ori. Cuvintele lor m\u0103 dureau, chiar \u0219i atunci c\u00e2nd erau amabile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am \u00eentors \u0219i m-am culcat. Corpul meu a cedat din nou \u0219i am c\u0103zut \u00eentr-un somn ad\u00e2nc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>O Nou\u0103 \u0218ans\u0103 la Via\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>C\u00e2nd am deschis ochii, totul era diferit. Nu mai eram \u00een spital. O femeie a venit spre mine \u0219i a vorbit italian\u0103. Pentru o secund\u0103, m-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 murisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu \u0219tiam c\u0103 se vorbe\u0219te italian\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba de apoi\u201d, am spus. Vocea mea era bl\u00e2nd\u0103. M\u0103 sim\u021beam confuz\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lumina din camer\u0103 era cald\u0103. Totul ar\u0103ta curat \u0219i luminos. Am v\u0103zut o femeie vorbindu-mi \u00een italian\u0103 \u0219i nu \u00een\u021belegeam un cuv\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Apoi am auzit un r\u00e2s pe care \u00eel \u0219tiam. Mi-am \u00eentors capul \u0219i l-am v\u0103zut pe John st\u00e2nd l\u00e2ng\u0103 u\u0219\u0103. P\u0103rea calm. \u201eNu e\u0219ti \u00een via\u021ba de apoi\u201d, a spus el. \u201eE\u0219ti la Roma.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Am r\u0103mas cu gura c\u0103scat\u0103. \u201eRoma? Ce? De ce sunt la Roma?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John a venit spre mine. \u201eNancy mi-a spus despre o clinic\u0103 de aici. Ofer\u0103 tratament experimental. Trebuia s\u0103 \u00eencerc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>M-am uitat la el. G\u00e2ndurile \u00eemi zburau. \u00censemna c\u0103 a\u0219 putea tr\u0103i?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John a z\u00e2mbit. \u201e\u0218i apropo, ast\u0103zi este a patra zi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ochii mi s-au umplut de lacrimi. \u201eDeci m\u0103 vor vindeca?\u201d am \u00eentrebat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eVor face tot ce pot\u201d, a spus el. Mi-a luat m\u00e2na \u0219i a s\u0103rutat-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Un z\u00e2mbet a ap\u0103rut pe fa\u021ba mea. \u201eAtunci putem merge la o plaj\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103\u201d, am spus. \u201eDar trebuie s\u0103 aduci din nou m\u00e2ncare de la restaurantul t\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>John a ezitat. \u201eNu mai am niciun restaurant acum\u201d, a spus el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eCe? Ai v\u00e2ndut totul?\u201d am \u00eentrebat. A dat din cap. L-am privit, f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201eNu conteaz\u0103\u201d, a spus el. \u201eAcum am ceva mult mai valoros. 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