Iubitul meu m-a p\u0103r\u0103sit pentru persoana \u00een care aveam cea mai mare \u00eencredere\u2014propria mea mam\u0103\u2014\u0219i am crezut c\u0103 durerea m\u0103 va distruge. El credea c\u0103 poate s\u0103 m\u0103 tr\u0103deze \u0219i s\u0103 plece f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eenfrunte consecin\u021bele. Ceea ce nu \u0219i-a dat seama era c\u0103 nu aveam de g\u00e2nd s\u0103-l las s\u0103 scape cu ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se spune c\u0103 nicio rela\u021bie nu e perfect\u0103, \u0219i obi\u0219nuiam s\u0103 cred c\u0103 Radu \u0219i eu nu f\u0103ceam excep\u021bie. Sigur, ne certam uneori.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu putea fi distant, condescendent, \u0219i avea obiceiul nefericit de a face totul despre el. Dar credeam c\u0103 avem dragoste.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Obi\u0219nuia s\u0103-mi aduc\u0103 cafea \u00een pat, exact cum \u00eemi pl\u0103cea, cu un strop de lapte de ov\u0103z \u0219i dou\u0103 zaharuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L\u0103sa bile\u021bele mici pe frigider cu fraze precum \u201ePo\u021bi face asta\u201d sau \u201eZ\u00e2mbe\u0219te, ziua e a ta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i uneori, \u00een timp ce st\u0103team \u00een pat, punea o melodie pe telefon \u0219i murmura: \u201eAsta \u00eemi aminte\u0219te de tine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am convins c\u0103 dragostea \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 continui \u00een ciuda defectelor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Locuiam \u00eempreun\u0103 de aproximativ un an. Credeam cu adev\u0103rat c\u0103 construim ceva substan\u021bial, ceva real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama mea, Linda, venea des \u00een vizit\u0103. Spunea mereu c\u0103 voia doar s\u0103 ajute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aducea sup\u0103 de pui f\u0103cut\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103, ne plia rufele c\u00e2nd nu terminasem eu, \u0219i \u00eemi d\u0103dea sfaturi despre subiecte pe care nu le cerusem niciodat\u0103, cum s\u0103 amenajez livingul sau s\u0103 g\u0103tesc orezul f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se lipeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apreciam, cu adev\u0103rat. Cel pu\u021bin, obi\u0219nuiam. Chiar m\u0103 sim\u021beam norocoas\u0103 s\u0103 am o mam\u0103 care \u00ee\u0219i p\u0103sa \u00eendeajuns s\u0103 fie prin preajm\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een acea dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103 oribil\u0103. Am plecat mai devreme de la munc\u0103. M\u0103 durea capul, \u0219i tot ce voiam era s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentind \u00een lini\u0219te \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 odihnesc \u00eenainte s\u0103 g\u0103tesc cina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar de \u00eendat\u0103 ce am intrat, am auzit muzic\u0103 lini\u0219tit\u0103 \u00een living, \u0219i voci\u2014joase, voci familiare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am crezut c\u0103 poate Radu se uita la televizor. Apoi am intrat \u0219i l-am v\u0103zut. Radu o s\u0103ruta pe mama mea. M\u00e2inile lui \u00eei st\u0103teau pe talie. Ea z\u00e2mbea. \u0218i lumea mea s-a spart \u00een dou\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe dracu\u2019 se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 aici?!\u201d am strigat. Mi s-a spart vocea. Nu m\u0103 auzisem niciodat\u0103 at\u00e2t de tare. Pieptul mi era str\u00e2ns. M\u00e2inile \u00eemi tremurau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a suspinat. P\u0103rea deranjat. Nu vinovat. Nu \u00eemi p\u0103rea r\u0103u. \u201eRaluca, nu voiam s\u0103 afli a\u0219a.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-a mi\u0219cat. Nici m\u0103car nu a f\u0103cut un pas \u00eenapoi. Doar a stat acolo de parc\u0103 nu era mare lucru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Linda \u0219i-a \u00eencruci\u0219at bra\u021bele. \u0218i-a \u00eenclinat capul de parc\u0103 eram un copil care f\u0103cea isterii. \u201eMereu faci din toate o criz\u0103\u201d, a spus. \u201eAveam s\u0103-\u021bi spunem.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi s-a c\u0103scat gura. Am sim\u021bit cum c\u0103ldura \u00eemi urc\u0103 la fa\u021b\u0103. \u201eAvea\u021bi s\u0103-mi spune\u021bi ce, exact? S\u0103 m\u0103 pune\u021bi jos ca la o \u00eent\u00e2lnire de familie \u0219i s\u0103 spune\u021bi: \u2018Surpriz\u0103, suntem cuplu acum\u2019? E\u0219ti mama mea!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am p\u0103\u0219it spre ei. Vocea \u00eemi tremura. \u201eCum a\u021bi putut s\u0103-mi face\u021bi asta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Linda nu a tres\u0103rit. Vocea i-a r\u0103mas rece. \u201eRadu merit\u0103 pe cineva care s\u0103-l asculte. Pe cineva care nu e mereu obosit sau se pl\u00e2nge. Poate dac\u0103 ai fi fost mai mult femeie, nu s-ar fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat asta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la ea. Nu-mi venea s\u0103 cred ce auzisem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a vorbit apoi. \u201eNu ai fost u\u0219or de suportat, Raluca. Te \u00eenchideai ori de c\u00e2te ori aveam o discu\u021bie serioas\u0103. Linda m\u0103 \u2018\u00een\u021belege\u2019.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost ca o lovitur\u0103 \u00een stomac. M-am uitat la el de parc\u0103 era un str\u0103in. I-am apucat haina de pe scaun \u0219i am aruncat-o \u00een el. \u201eIe\u0219i\u021bi afar\u0103. Am\u00e2ndoi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu s-au certat. Au trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine de parc\u0103 nu eram nimic. Nu am pl\u00e2ns. Nu puteam. Doar am stat acolo, paralizat\u0103, \u00een mijlocul camerei, \u00eenconjurat\u0103 de t\u0103cere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Grea\u021ba a \u00eenceput dou\u0103 zile mai t\u00e2rziu. La \u00eenceput, am dat vina pe stres, \u0219oc \u0219i durerea de a-mi vedea propria mam\u0103 plec\u00e2nd cu b\u0103rbatul pe care \u00eel iubeam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stomacul \u00eemi fusese \u00een noduri de dup\u0103-amiaza aceea, a\u0219a c\u0103 s\u0103 vomit nu p\u0103rea ciudat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar c\u00e2nd mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u pentru a treia oar\u0103 \u00een diminea\u021ba aceea, ceva \u00een mine a \u0219optit c\u0103 era mai mult dec\u00e2t doar inima fr\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am cump\u0103rat dou\u0103 teste de sarcin\u0103 \u0219i le-am f\u0103cut de \u00eendat\u0103 ce am ajuns acas\u0103. Am\u00e2ndou\u0103 ar\u0103tau dou\u0103 linii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la ele, sper\u00e2nd c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0219el. M-am \u00eentors s\u0103 cump\u0103r \u00eenc\u0103 patru. P\u0103rea prostesc, dar voiam s\u0103 fiu sigur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am \u00eentors acas\u0103 \u0219i am stat pe podeaua rece a b\u0103ii, \u00eenconjurat\u0103 de \u0219ase teste. To\u021bi spuneau acela\u0219i lucru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eram \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103. Cu copilul lui Radu. Acela\u0219i b\u0103rbat care mi-a s\u0103rutat mama. Acela\u0219i b\u0103rbat care m-a p\u0103r\u0103sit de parc\u0103 nu contez.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am a\u0219teptat \u00eenc\u0103 trei zile s\u0103-l sun. M-am uitat la telefon mult timp. M\u00e2inile mi se sim\u021beau grele. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea repede. C\u00e2nd a r\u0103spuns, nu am pierdut timpul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSunt \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103\u201d, am explicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A fost t\u0103cere la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t. \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it a vorbit. \u201eE\u0219ti sigur\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218ase teste\u201d, am spus. \u201eToate spun acela\u0219i lucru.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu a spus mult dup\u0103 asta. Doar mi-a spus c\u0103 vine. Nu i-am spus s\u0103 nu vin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen seara aceea, a ap\u0103rut la u\u0219a mea. \u021ainea o pung\u0103 mic\u0103 de h\u00e2rtie. Fa\u021ba \u00eei p\u0103rea obosit\u0103. Avea aceea\u0219i expresie goal\u0103 pe care o purta anul c\u00e2nd mi-a uitat ziua de na\u0219tere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm adus ni\u0219te chestii\u201d, a spus. A pus punga pe tejghea. \u201eBiscui\u021bi, ceai de ghimbir. Am c\u0103utat ce ajut\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu m-am mi\u0219cat. Mi-am \u00eencruci\u0219at bra\u021bele. \u201eCrezi c\u0103 gust\u0103rile repar\u0103 tr\u0103darea?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat la mine de parc\u0103 eram nedrept\u0103. \u201e\u00cencerc s\u0103 fiu implicat. Mereu spui c\u0103 nu apar. P\u0103i, sunt aici acum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el. \u201eE\u0219ti aici pentru c\u0103 ai fost prins.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na urm\u0103toare, Radu a continuat s\u0103 apar\u0103 de parc\u0103 nu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic. A \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 am sunat doctorul \u00eenc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Voia s\u0103 \u0219tie dac\u0103 prefer numele Ela pentru o fat\u0103 sau Iacob pentru un b\u0103iat. A discutat despre hainele de bebelu\u0219 \u0219i p\u0103tu\u021buri de parc\u0103 eram un cuplu normal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori \u00eentreba cum m\u0103 simt sau dac\u0103 am nevoie de ceva. Alteori, pur \u0219i simplu st\u0103tea pe canapea \u0219i vorbea despre cariera lui ca pe vremuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u00een\u021belegeam ce f\u0103cea sau de ce \u00eencerca. Dar nu l-am oprit. \u00cenc\u0103 aveam nevoie de timp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi \u00eentr-o sear\u0103, mi-a sunat telefonul. Am v\u0103zut numele ei pe ecran, \u0219i pentru o clip\u0103 doar m-am uitat la el. Ceva \u00een mine \u0219tia deja c\u0103 apelul acesta va durea. Totu\u0219i, am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSalut, drag\u0103\u201d, a spus Linda. Vocea \u00eei era u\u0219oar\u0103 \u0219i dulce, dar puteam auzi muchia ascu\u021bit\u0103 dedesubt. \u201eVoiam doar s\u0103-\u021bi spun\u2014sunt \u00eens\u0103rcinat\u0103 \u0219i eu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenghe\u021bat. Am \u021binut telefonul la ureche dar nu puteam vorbi. M\u0103 sim\u021beam de parc\u0103 mi-ar fi luat aerul din pl\u0103m\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eM-ai auzit\u201d, a repetat. \u201e\u0218i, \u00een caz c\u0103 te \u00eentrebi, am planificat-o. \u0218tiam c\u0103 o s\u0103 \u00eencerci s\u0103-l atragi \u00eenapoi cu mica ta surpriz\u0103. A\u0219a c\u0103 m-am asigurat c\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu mine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu am r\u0103spuns. Nu am \u00eentrebat nimic. Am \u00eenchis telefonul \u0219i l-am pus \u00eencet jos. Degetele \u00eemi erau rigide, \u0219i tot corpul mi se sim\u021bea rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a intrat \u00een noaptea aceea ca de obicei. Nici m\u0103car nu a b\u0103tut. S-a a\u0219ezat pe marginea canapelei \u0219i s-a uitat la mine, de parc\u0103 nu \u0219tia ce versiune a mea va g\u0103si.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u021ai-a spus?\u201d a zis, tonul jos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCredeai c\u0103 nu o s\u0103-mi spun\u0103?\u201d am \u00eentrebat din nou. Vocea \u00eemi era ferm\u0103, de\u0219i voiam s\u0103 strig.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a expirat \u0219i \u0219i-a frecat m\u00e2inile. \u201eNu sunt sigur ce s\u0103 fac. Nu m-am \u00eenscris pentru doi copii. Abia \u00eemi gestionez propria via\u021b\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat direct \u00een ochii lui. \u201eAtunci poate ar fi trebuit s\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti la asta \u00eenainte s\u0103 te culci cu dou\u0103 femei din aceea\u0219i familie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A scuturat din cap. \u201eDoar spun\u2026 poate c\u0103 nu trebuie s\u0103 fie at\u00e2t de complicat. Ai op\u021biuni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCrezi c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 fac asta mai u\u0219or pentru tine sc\u0103p\u00e2nd de copilul meu?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDoar spun c\u0103 ar putea fi pentru ce e mai bine. Nu e\u0219ti \u00eentr-o stare bun\u0103 acum. E\u0219ti cople\u0219it\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am apropiat de u\u0219\u0103 \u0219i am deschis-o. \u201eIe\u0219i afar\u0103. Acum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eRaluca, nu te comporta a\u0219a. Putem s\u0103 ne \u00een\u021belegem cumva.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm spus ie\u0219i afar\u0103!\u201d am strigat. \u201e\u0218i dac\u0103 \u00eemi mai spui vreodat\u0103 ce s\u0103 fac cu corpul meu, jur pe Dumnezeu\u2014\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a ie\u0219it, tr\u00e2ntind u\u0219a at\u00e2t de tare \u00eenc\u00e2t pere\u021bii p\u0103reau s\u0103 se cutremure. Am stat paralizat\u0103, cu m\u00e2inile tremur\u00e2nd pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 corp.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi au venit lacrimile. Nu lente sau moi, ci ferme \u0219i clare. Genunchii mi-au cedat \u0219i am c\u0103zut pe podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pl\u00e2nsul m-a sf\u00e2\u0219iat, tare \u0219i oribil. Nu puteam s\u0103-mi prind respira\u021bia. Mi-am presat fa\u021ba de podea, neput\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc din tremurat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am pl\u00e2ns pentru totul\u2014b\u0103rbatul pe care credeam c\u0103 \u00eel iubesc, bebelu\u0219ul nea\u0219teptat, \u0219i mama care devenise o str\u0103in\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2nd a r\u0103s\u0103rit soarele, m-am sim\u021bit diferit. Nu mai bine. Doar mai rece. Ceva \u00een mine se \u00eenchisese.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fata care spera \u0219i avea \u00eencredere disp\u0103ruse. Nu aveam s\u0103-l rog pe Radu s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103. Nu aveam s\u0103 o sun pe Linda \u0219i s\u0103 \u00eentreb de ce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aveam s\u0103 cresc copilul \u0103sta singur\u0103. Ei \u00ee\u0219i f\u0103cuser\u0103 alegerea. Acum era r\u00e2ndul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am stat la masa din buc\u0103t\u0103rie, scriind o scrisoare. Nu am citit-o din nou. Am pliat-o, mi-am luat cheile, \u0219i am condus la casa Lindei. Planul meu era simplu: s\u0103 las biletul \u0219i s\u0103 plec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Totu\u0219i, c\u00e2nd am deschis u\u0219a, Radu era acolo, c\u0103r\u00e2nd o geant\u0103 pe hol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCe faci?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, vocea ferm\u0103 \u00een timp ce m\u0103 mi\u0219cam pe coridor. Inima \u00eemi b\u0103tea deja. Puteam vedea bagajul lui pe jum\u0103tate dezipat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu a tres\u0103rit. Nu s-a \u00eentors s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103 imediat. \u201eDoar luam ni\u0219te chestii\u201d, a morm\u0103it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu m-am oprit. Am mers direct pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 el, tr\u0103g\u00e2nd geanta deschis\u0103. Chiar deasupra erau dou\u0103 bilete de avion. Le-am apucat \u0219i le-am ridicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu \u0219i-a atins obrazul. P\u0103rea obosit. \u201eNu mai pot s\u0103 m\u0103 descurc cu asta. Linda a fost nebun\u0103 de c\u00e2nd a aflat. Nu se opre\u0219te din vorbit despre bebelu\u0219. M\u0103 monitorizeaz\u0103 constant. \u00centreab\u0103 mereu despre nume, culori pentru camer\u0103, \u0219i totul. M\u0103 simt prins \u00een capcan\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu aveai de g\u00e2nd s\u0103-i spui, nu-i a\u0219a?\u201d am \u00eentrebat. \u201eAveai de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 pleci f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spui nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat \u00een jos. \u201ePl\u0103nuiam s\u0103 trimit un mesaj dup\u0103 ce ies. Nimic din astea nu era \u00een planurile mele. Voi am\u00e2ndou\u0103 a\u021bi f\u0103cut o mizerie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am uitat la el \u0219i am sim\u021bit cum stomacul mi se \u00eentoarce. \u201eTu ai \u00een\u0219elat. Tu ai min\u021bit. Tu te-ai jucat cu vie\u021bile oamenilor. \u0218i acum ne dai vina nou\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu scutur\u0103 din cap. \u201eVoi am\u00e2ndou\u0103 sunte\u021bi imposibile. Sunt obosit s\u0103 fiu mereu cel r\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTu e\u0219ti cel r\u0103u\u201d, am r\u0103spuns. Vocea \u00eemi era joas\u0103, dar nu tremura. \u201eTu ai f\u0103cut mizeria asta, \u0219i acum vrei s\u0103 fugi de ea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ochii i s-au \u00eengustat. \u201eTe compor\u021bi de parc\u0103 e\u0219ti mai bun\u0103 dec\u00e2t mine. M-ai tratat ca pe gunoi de c\u00e2nd a \u00eenceput toate astea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTu m-ai jenat. Tu ai spart totul. \u0218i acum \u00eei faci \u0219i ei la fel. Crezi c\u0103 asta te face victim\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
F\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 spun nimic, am rupt biletele \u00een dou\u0103. Am aruncat fragmentele pe podea. Am stat nemi\u0219cat\u0103 pentru o vreme, respir\u00e2nd prin furie, \u00eenainte s\u0103-mi scot telefonul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eLinda\u201d, am spus c\u00e2nd a r\u0103spuns. \u201eIubitul t\u0103u perfect st\u0103 aici cu o valiz\u0103 \u0219i un bilet de ie\u0219ire din via\u021ba ta. Am crezut c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 \u0219tii.\u201d Am \u00eenchis \u00eenainte s\u0103 poat\u0103 r\u0103spunde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Radu s-a uitat ur\u00e2t la mine. \u201eCe dracu\u2019 a fost asta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eConsecin\u021be\u201d, am explicat. \u201eO s\u0103 auzi de la avocatul meu. Pl\u0103te\u0219ti pentru am\u00e2ndoi copiii. \u00ce\u021bi plac\u0103 sau nu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am trecut pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 el f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 uit \u00eenapoi. Am l\u0103sat scrisoarea rupt\u0103 pe mas\u0103 ca s\u0103 o poat\u0103 vedea \u0219i s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 inten\u021bionasem s\u0103 fiu politicoas\u0103 dar mi-am schimbat p\u0103rerea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ie\u0219it afar\u0103 \u0219i am sim\u021bit soarele pe fa\u021b\u0103. Aerul mirosea proasp\u0103t, ca un nou \u00eenceput. Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, m\u0103 sim\u021beam sigur\u0103 pe picioare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dac\u0103 \u021bi-a pl\u0103cut povestea, nu uita s\u0103 o distribui cu prietenii t\u0103i! \u00cempreun\u0103 putem duce mai departe emo\u021bia \u0219i inspira\u021bia.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Iubitul meu m-a p\u0103r\u0103sit pentru persoana \u00een care aveam cea mai mare \u00eencredere\u2014propria mea mam\u0103\u2014\u0219i am crezut c\u0103 durerea m\u0103 va distruge. El credea c\u0103<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":39187,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39473"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39473"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39473\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39474,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39473\/revisions\/39474"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/39187"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}<\/h2>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"