\u2014 Uita\u021bi-v\u0103 la mine! \u2014 a ridicat vocea Yana, disperat\u0103. \u2014 R\u0103spunde\u021bi-mi! A tr\u0103it? Feti\u021ba mea e bine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Asistenta a tras un scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 pat \u0219i s-a a\u0219ezat \u00eencet, privind-o cu o expresie bl\u00e2nd\u0103, dar greu \u00eencercat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Doamn\u0103\u2026 \u00eemi pare r\u0103u. Medicii au f\u0103cut tot ce-au putut. A fost un accident ur\u00e2t, prea mult s\u00e2nge pierdut\u2026 Copila n-a rezistat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yana a amu\u021bit. Un sunet ciudat, sf\u00e2\u0219ietor, a ie\u0219it din pieptul ei, un urlet mut care i-a str\u0103puns sufletul. A dus m\u00e2inile la fa\u021b\u0103, tremur\u00e2nd, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai aud\u0103 nimic. Totul era gol. Lini\u0219te. Un gol negru care o \u00eenghi\u021bea \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 \u00cemi pare sincer r\u0103u, \u2014 a repetat asistenta. \u2014 Vre\u021bi s\u0103 chem un psiholog? Sau pe cineva din familie?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu am pe nimeni, \u2014 a \u0219optit Yana printre lacrimi. \u2014 Era doar ea. Feti\u021ba mea\u2026 o chema Masha. Nu i-am apucat niciodat\u0103 s\u0103-i spun numele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Au trecut c\u00e2teva zile. Yana era tot acolo, \u00een acela\u0219i pat alb. Trupul i se vindeca \u00eencet, dar sufletul\u2026 sufletul r\u0103m\u0103sese rupt \u00een mii de buc\u0103\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00centr-o diminea\u021b\u0103, cineva a b\u0103tut \u00eencet la u\u0219a salonului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Intr\u0103, \u2014 a spus ea slab, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era o b\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103, cu batic \u00eenflorat \u0219i o geant\u0103 de p\u00e2nz\u0103 ag\u0103\u021bat\u0103 de cot. Era Semionovna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Iart\u0103-m\u0103 c\u0103 te deranjez, draga mea. Am venit s\u0103 v\u0103d cum mai e\u0219ti\u2026 Am \u00eentrebat la recep\u021bie \u0219i mi-au zis c\u0103 e\u0219ti aici. \u021ai-am adus ni\u0219te mere din gr\u0103din\u0103. Nu-s cine \u0219tie ce, dar-s de la mine de-acas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yana a clipit, surprins\u0103. Apoi \u0219i-a adunat toat\u0103 for\u021ba s\u0103 z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103 pu\u021bin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mul\u021bumesc\u2026 V\u0103 mai \u021bin minte. A\u021bi fost acolo\u2026 c\u00e2nd eram pe marginea drumului. A\u021bi salvat via\u021ba mea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu, nu eu. Doar am f\u0103cut ce-a\u0219 fi f\u0103cut pentru oricine. Pe Dumnezeu s\u0103-l rogi, el te-a \u021binut \u00een via\u021b\u0103, nu eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
B\u0103tr\u00e2na a a\u0219ezat merele pe noptier\u0103, apoi s-a aplecat spre Yana \u0219i i-a luat m\u00e2na \u00eentr-a ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Am auzit ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat cu bebelu\u0219ul\u2026 Nu exist\u0103 durere mai mare. Am pierdut \u0219i eu un copil c\u00e2ndva\u2026 Era b\u0103iat. Trei ani\u0219ori avea. O boal\u0103 l-a luat. \u0218i \u0219tii ce m-a \u021binut atunci s\u0103 nu-mi pierd min\u021bile?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yana a dat din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Faptul c\u0103 l-am iubit c\u00e2t a fost. C\u0103 a fost parte din mine, \u0219i c\u0103 l-am avut m\u0103car un timp\u2026 Dragostea nu moare odat\u0103 cu trupul. R\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00een tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yana a izbucnit iar \u00een pl\u00e2ns, dar acum era un pl\u00e2ns diferit. Nu era doar durere, era \u0219i u\u0219urare. C\u0103 cineva o \u00een\u021belege. C\u0103 nu era complet singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu \u0219tiu ce-o s\u0103 fac mai departe, \u2014 a spus ea, oft\u00e2nd. \u2014 Nu am unde merge. Nu am bani, nu am familie, nu am nimic\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Ai via\u021b\u0103, fat\u0103 drag\u0103. \u0218i c\u00e2t timp ai via\u021b\u0103, ai \u0219ansa s\u0103 o reconstruie\u0219ti. Dac\u0103 vrei, eu te primesc la mine. Nu am palate, dar am o c\u0103su\u021b\u0103 curat\u0103. M\u0103 aju\u021bi cu gr\u0103dina, cu animalele, \u0219i st\u0103m de pove\u0219ti seara. Nu promit c\u0103 va fi u\u0219or, dar n-o s\u0103 fii singur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Yana a privit-o lung. Nu \u0219tia ce s\u0103 spun\u0103. Inima \u00eei b\u0103tea tare. I se \u00eentindea o m\u00e2n\u0103. Un \u00eenceput nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce face\u021bi asta pentru mine? Nici nu m\u0103 cunoa\u0219te\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Pentru c\u0103 cineva, la r\u00e2ndul meu, a f\u0103cut acela\u0219i lucru pentru mine c\u00e2nd eram t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 \u0219i pierdut\u0103. \u0218i pentru c\u0103\u2026 \u00ee\u021bi v\u0103d durerea. \u0218i nu pot s\u0103 trec nep\u0103s\u0103toare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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C\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, Yana st\u0103tea pe prisp\u0103, cu un ceai cald \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103. Privea cum Zoya, capra b\u0103tr\u00e2nei, p\u0103\u0219tea lini\u0219tit\u0103 \u00een curte. Soarele apunea lent peste dealuri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era bine \u00eenc\u0103. Nu era vindecat\u0103. Dar era \u00een siguran\u021b\u0103. \u00centr-un loc unde cineva \u00eei spunea \u201edraga mea\u201d f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 cear\u0103 nimic \u00een schimb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i \u00eentr-o zi\u2026 poate \u00eentr-o zi\u2026 o s\u0103 poat\u0103 z\u00e2mbi din nou f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 doar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103, de\u0219i via\u021ba \u00eei luase totul\u2026 i-a l\u0103sat ceva \u0219i mai important.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218ansa de a \u00eencepe din nou.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Masha\u2026 o s\u0103 te port mereu cu mine, \u2014 a \u0219optit ea privind cerul. \u2014 Promit.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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