\u2026asistenta trecut\u0103 \u00een registru ca \u201edecedat\u0103\u201d cu o lun\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 ajung eu \u00een salon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eCum adic\u0103\u2026 decedat\u0103?\u201d am \u00eentrebat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 par calm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Femeia de la recep\u021bia spitalului s-a uitat la mine ciudat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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\u201eDomnule, v-am spus deja, nu avem nicio angajat\u0103 cu descrierea asta. Singura care ar corespunde\u2026 a murit anul trecut.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-au \u00eenceput s\u0103 tremure m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum o chema?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A oftat, parc\u0103 deranjat\u0103 c\u0103 insist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAna.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis ochii o secund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact a\u0219a \u00eemi spusese \u0219i ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBun\u0103\u2026 eu sunt Ana,\u201d spusese \u00een prima noapte, c\u00e2nd m-am trezit speriat, cu aparatele bip\u0103ind l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci nu mi se p\u0103ruse nimic ciudat. Era calm\u0103. Bl\u00e2nd\u0103. Nu purta halat ca ceilal\u021bi, dar \u00een spital vezi tot felul de oameni, nu stai s\u0103 \u00eentrebi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am plecat de acolo ame\u021bit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe drum spre cas\u0103, am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi amintesc tot mai clar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cum ap\u0103rea mereu noaptea, niciodat\u0103 ziua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cum st\u0103tea pe scaun l\u00e2ng\u0103 pat \u0219i nu f\u0103cea zgomot.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cum \u00eemi aranja p\u0103tura, de\u0219i nu o vedeam niciodat\u0103 ating\u00e2nd-o cu adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i mai ales\u2026 cum disp\u0103rea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd intra o asistent\u0103 adev\u0103rat\u0103, Ana nu mai era.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSigur au fost medicamentele,\u201d \u00eemi spusese medicul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar nu fusese.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218tiam asta acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen noaptea aceea, nu am putut dormi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103 tot g\u00e2ndeam la ultima noapte din spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era cea mai grea. Aveam febr\u0103 mare, deliram, nu mai \u0219tiam unde sunt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ea a stat l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine ore \u00eentregi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu te l\u0103sa,\u201d \u00eemi spunea. \u201eMai ai de tr\u0103it.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDe ce\u2026 m\u0103 aju\u021bi?\u201d o \u00eentrebasem atunci, cu voce slab\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A z\u00e2mbit trist.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru c\u0103 \u0219i eu am avut nevoie\u2026 \u0219i nu a fost nimeni.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Atunci nu \u00een\u021belesesem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Acum\u2026 \u00eencepea s\u0103 capete sens.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi, m-am \u00eentors la spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
De data asta, nu la recep\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers direct la arhiv\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 multe insisten\u021be \u0219i explica\u021bii, o femeie mai \u00een v\u00e2rst\u0103 a acceptat s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum a\u021bi spus c\u0103 o cheam\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAna.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A \u00eenceput s\u0103 r\u0103sfoiasc\u0103 ni\u0219te dosare vechi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, s-a oprit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eUita\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-a \u00eentins o fotografie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am sim\u021bit cum \u00eemi fuge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul de sub picioare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceea\u0219i fat\u0103. Aceia\u0219i ochi calzi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCine era?\u201d am \u00eentrebat \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia a oftat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAsistent\u0103 aici, acum c\u00e2\u021biva ani. Foarte dedicat\u0103. St\u0103tea peste program, avea grij\u0103 de pacien\u021bi ca de familie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenghi\u021bit greu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i\u2026 cum a murit?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A ezitat o clip\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE\u2026 o poveste trist\u0103. S-a \u00eemboln\u0103vit. A ajuns chiar \u00een salonul \u00een care a\u021bi fost dumneavoastr\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-au dat lacrimile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eA stat acolo zile \u00eentregi. Singur\u0103. Nu avea familie apropiat\u0103. Colegii veneau c\u00e2nd puteau\u2026 dar nu era ca \u00eenainte. \u00centr-o noapte\u2026 s-a stins.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am privit din nou fotografia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eA spus\u2026 c\u0103 nu a fost nimeni pentru ea\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Femeia m-a privit atent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eA\u021bi spus ceva?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu\u2026 nimic.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am ie\u0219it din arhiv\u0103 cu un nod \u00een g\u00e2t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am mers direct la salonul \u00een care fusesem internat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era gol acum.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am intrat \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M-am a\u0219ezat pe patul pe care statusem.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u00e2teva secunde, nu s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi\u2026 am sim\u021bit ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu o prezen\u021b\u0103 clar\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar o lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceea\u0219i lini\u0219te pe care o sim\u021beam c\u00e2nd ea era acolo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u0219optit:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMul\u021bumesc.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nimic.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar, pentru prima dat\u0103, nu m-am sim\u021bit singur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Au trecut luni de atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Via\u021ba mea s-a schimbat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenceput s\u0103-mi vizitez mai des copiii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mi-am sunat prietenii, chiar dac\u0103 erau ocupa\u021bi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar mai ales\u2026 merg la spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu ca pacient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ci ca voluntar.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Stau l\u00e2ng\u0103 oameni care nu au pe nimeni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Le vorbesc. \u00cei ascult. Le spun:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eFii tare, o s\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u0219ti din nou.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Exact cum mi-a spus ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru c\u0103 acum \u0219tiu ceva sigur:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Uneori, ajutorul vine din locuri \u00een care nici nu te g\u00e2nde\u0219ti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i uneori\u2026 oamenii care nu mai sunt \u00eenc\u0103 au grij\u0103 de noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar eu nu o s\u0103 uit niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe Ana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/a><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u2026asistenta trecut\u0103 \u00een registru ca \u201edecedat\u0103\u201d cu o lun\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 ajung eu \u00een salon. Am sim\u021bit cum mi se str\u00e2nge stomacul. \u201eCum adic\u0103\u2026 decedat\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":46552,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47344"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47344"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47344\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47345,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47344\/revisions\/47345"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/46552"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47344"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47344"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47344"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}