\u201eDoamne\u2026 ce este asta?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Nu era dispre\u021b \u00een vocea ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Era \u0219oc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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M-am uitat \u00een jur, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 v\u0103d casa prin ochii ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pere\u021bii erau vopsi\u021bi \u00eentr-un alb cald. Pe unul dintre ei era un desen mare, f\u0103cut cu creionul colorat: trei oameni \u021bin\u00e2ndu-se de m\u00e2n\u0103. Deasupra scria st\u00e2ngaci: \u201eFamilia mea\u201d.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Pe frigider erau magne\u021bi de la mare, din Eforie, \u0219i un program de gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103 prins cu o clem\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe mas\u0103, un teanc de foi \u2014 planul Andreei pentru un mic cabinet de \u00eengrijire la domiciliu. \u00cenv\u0103\u021base, muncise, pusese bani deoparte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Din buc\u0103t\u0103rie venea miros de ciorb\u0103 de legume.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar din camera copilului se auzea r\u00e2s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Matei a ie\u0219it \u00een fug\u0103, cu \u0219osetele desperecheate \u0219i cu o ma\u0219inu\u021b\u0103 \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a oprit c\u00e2nd a v\u0103zut-o pe mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi s-a lipit de piciorul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTati, cine e doamna?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Cuv\u00e2ntul a c\u0103zut \u00een camer\u0103 ca un adev\u0103r simplu \u0219i greu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tati.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a clipit des.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00ce\u021bi spune\u2026 tat\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa,\u201d am r\u0103spuns lini\u0219tit. \u201ePentru c\u0103 asta sunt.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea a ie\u0219it din buc\u0103t\u0103rie, \u0219terg\u00e2ndu-\u0219i m\u00e2inile pe un prosop.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 elegant. Avea un tricou simplu \u0219i p\u0103rul prins neglijent. Obosit\u0103 dup\u0103 tur\u0103, dar cu ochii calzi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBun\u0103 ziua,\u201d a spus politicos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a privit-o lung.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi iar prin cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Canapeaua nu era scump\u0103, dar era curat\u0103. Biblioteca era plin\u0103. Pe raftul de sus st\u0103tea diploma mea, \u00eenr\u0103mat\u0103 simplu, nu aurit\u0103 cum \u0219i-ar fi dorit ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTu\u2026 ar\u0103\u021bi bine,\u201d a spus mama, aproape \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSunt bine,\u201d i-am r\u0103spuns.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i era adev\u0103rat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu aveam vil\u0103 \u00een nordul Bucure\u0219tiului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu conduceam ma\u0219in\u0103 de lux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar aveam seri lini\u0219tite. Duminici \u00een parc. O m\u00e2n\u0103 mic\u0103 strecurat\u0103 \u00een a mea c\u00e2nd traversam strada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a f\u0103cut c\u00e2\u021biva pa\u0219i prin sufragerie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A atins sp\u0103tarul unui scaun, ca \u0219i cum verifica dac\u0103 e real.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCredeam c\u0103 o s\u0103 te chinui,\u201d a spus \u00eencet. \u201eC\u0103 o s\u0103 regre\u021bi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eM-am chinuit,\u201d i-am r\u0103spuns. \u201eDar nu din cauza lor. Din cauza ta.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S-a uitat la mine pentru prima dat\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 armura aceea rece.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTe-am vrut sus,\u201d a spus. \u201e\u00centr-un loc unde nimeni nu te poate atinge.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSunt sus,\u201d am spus. \u201eDoar c\u0103 nu pe scara pe care ai ales-o tu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Matei s-a apropiat de ea cu ma\u0219inu\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVre\u021bi s\u0103 vede\u021bi camera mea?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama a ezitat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi a dat din cap.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
L-a urmat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am r\u0103mas cu Andreea \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE\u0219ti sigur?\u201d m-a \u00eentrebat ea \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva minute, mama s-a \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ochii \u00eei erau umezi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u021ai-a desenat o poz\u0103,\u201d a spus. \u201eE\u0219ti tu\u2026 cu o coroan\u0103 pe cap.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201ePentru el, sunt rege c\u00e2nd \u00eel \u00eenvelesc seara.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a a\u0219ezat \u00eencet pe canapea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een via\u021ba mea, p\u0103rea mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm crezut c\u0103 succesul \u00eenseamn\u0103 bani,\u201d a spus. \u201eNume. Pozi\u021bie.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i eu am crezut,\u201d i-am r\u0103spuns. \u201eP\u00e2n\u0103 am \u00een\u021beles c\u0103 succesul \u00eenseamn\u0103 s\u0103 vin\u0103 cineva la tine noaptea, speriat de un co\u0219mar, \u0219i s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103 e\u0219ti acolo.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
T\u0103cerea s-a a\u0219ternut bl\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mai era tensiune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Doar adev\u0103r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Mama s-a ridicat, s-a apropiat de Andreea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAi grij\u0103 de el,\u201d a spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAvem grij\u0103 unul de altul.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La plecare, mama s-a oprit \u00een prag.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu \u0219i-a cerut scuze direct. Nu era genul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar a spus:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDac\u0103 ave\u021bi nevoie de ceva\u2026 \u0219tii unde m\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu era vorba de bani.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Era o u\u0219\u0103 deschis\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am \u00eenchis poarta dup\u0103 ea \u0219i m-am \u00eentors \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Matei s-a ag\u0103\u021bat de g\u00e2tul meu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Andreea m-a privit cu lini\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Casa era mic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar era plin\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i atunci am \u00een\u021beles ceva ce mama nu reu\u0219ise ani de zile:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu mi-am distrus via\u021ba.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Am construit-o.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar c\u00e2nd, seara, Matei m-a strigat din nou \u201etati\u201d, am \u0219tiut c\u0103 alegerea mea nu fusese un risc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Fusese cel mai sigur lucru pe care l-am f\u0103cut vreodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. Aceast\u0103 poveste este oferit\u0103 \u201eca atare\u201d, iar orice opinii exprimate apar\u021bin personajelor \u0219i nu reflect\u0103 punctele de vedere ale autorului sau ale editorului.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201eDoamne\u2026 ce este asta?\u201d Nu era dispre\u021b \u00een vocea ei. Era \u0219oc. M-am uitat \u00een jur, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 v\u0103d casa prin ochii ei. Pere\u021bii erau<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":46552,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47310"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=47310"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47310\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":47311,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47310\/revisions\/47311"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/46552"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=47310"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=47310"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=47310"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}