Aveam cinci ani c\u00e2nd mama a b\u0103gat c\u00e2teva lucruri \u00eentr-o singur\u0103 valiz\u0103 \u0219i a ie\u0219it pe u\u0219\u0103. \u021ain minte c\u0103 st\u0103team la fereastr\u0103, cu degetele lipite de geam, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103. N-a f\u0103cut-o niciodat\u0103. Din ziua aia am r\u0103mas doar eu \u0219i tata.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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Text cu rol ilustrativ<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n Tata muncea \u00een patru locuri. Patru. Pleca de acas\u0103 \u00eenainte s\u0103 r\u0103sar\u0103 soarele \u0219i se \u00eentorcea mult dup\u0103 ce se l\u0103sa \u00eentunericul, cu hainele mirosind a ulei ars, transpira\u021bie \u0219i cafea ieftin\u0103. Avea m\u00e2inile aspre, ochii mereu obosi\u021bi. \u0218i totu\u0219i\u2026 tot s\u0103raci eram. Frigiderul era adesea pe jum\u0103tate gol. Hainele mele erau de la second-hand. \u00cei vedeam pe al\u021bi copii cu juc\u0103rii noi, cu adida\u0219i noi, iar \u00een mine cre\u0219tea o am\u0103r\u0103ciune grea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2nd am ajuns adolescent, am\u0103r\u0103ciunea s-a transformat \u00een furie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n I-am spus tatei c\u0103 e un ratat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n I-am spus c\u0103, dac\u0103 munce\u0219te at\u00e2t de mult \u0219i tot nu ne ajung banii, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu e destul de bun. Am spus-o cu r\u0103utate, cu toat\u0103 cruzimea de care e capabil un copil r\u0103nit \u0219i confuz. M\u0103 a\u0219teptam s\u0103 \u021bipe. S\u0103 m\u0103 pedepseasc\u0103. S\u0103 se apere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n <\/p>\n\n\n\n N-a f\u0103cut nimic din toate astea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Doar z\u00e2mbea \u2014 calm, r\u0103bd\u0103tor \u2014 \u0219i t\u0103cea. T\u0103cerea aia m\u0103 scotea \u0219i mai tare din s\u0103rite. Am luat-o drept sl\u0103biciune. N-am \u00een\u021beles atunci c\u0103 era, de fapt, putere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Text cu rol ilustrativ<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n La \u0219aptesprezece ani, mama s-a \u00eentors.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A venit \u00eentr-o ma\u0219in\u0103 lucioas\u0103, cu parfum scump \u0219i bijuterii care sclipeau \u00een soare. Avea un so\u021b bogat, o vil\u0103 mare \u0219i pove\u0219ti despre o \u201evia\u021b\u0103 nou\u0103\u201d. Vorbea despre trecut de parc\u0103 fusese doar o pauz\u0103 nepl\u0103cut\u0103, ceva ce l\u0103sase \u00een urm\u0103. Iar eu m-am l\u0103sat orbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2nd mi-a propus s\u0103 plec cu ea, n-am stat pe g\u00e2nduri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Mi-am f\u0103cut bagajele \u0219i l-am l\u0103sat pe tata \u00een pragul aceleia\u0219i case mici, pe care se rupsese \u00een dou\u0103 s-o \u021bin\u0103. Nu m-a rugat s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n. N-a pl\u00e2ns. M-a \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219at \u0219i mi-a spus: \u201eDac\u0103 asta vrei, du-te.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Dup\u0103 aceea, n-a mai sunat. Mi-am spus c\u0103 e sup\u0103rat. Prea m\u00e2ndru ca s\u0103 m\u0103 caute. A\u0219a c\u0103 n-am sunat nici eu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Zece s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni mai t\u00e2rziu, am venit \u00een ora\u0219 s\u0103 v\u0103d ni\u0219te prieteni vechi. Din impuls, am trecut \u0219i pe la casa noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n U\u0219a de la intrare a sc\u00e2r\u021b\u00e2it, iar s\u00e2ngele mi-a \u00eenghe\u021bat \u00een vene.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Casa era aproape goal\u0103. Nicio canapea. Nici televizor. Nicio poz\u0103 pe pere\u021bi. Era ca \u0219i cum cineva \u0219tersese o amintire. O vecin\u0103 m-a v\u0103zut \u0219i a venit repede, cu mil\u0103 \u00een ochi. Mi-a spus c\u0103 tata fusese implicat \u00eentr-un accident auto grav. Mai multe opera\u021bii. V\u00e2nduse tot \u2014 absolut tot \u2014 ca s\u0103 pl\u0103teasc\u0103 spitalizarea \u0219i s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een via\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am fugit la spital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Text cu rol ilustrativ<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n C\u00e2nd l-am v\u0103zut, plin de tuburi, palid \u0219i mult mai slab dec\u00e2t \u00eel \u021bineam minte, mi s-au t\u0103iat picioarele. Am izbucnit \u00een pl\u00e2ns, cer\u00e2ndu-i iertare c\u0103 plecasem. C\u0103 o alesesem pe mama. C\u0103 \u00eel numisem ratat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n A deschis ochii \u0219i a z\u00e2mbit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u201eAm \u0219tiut mereu c\u0103 te vei \u00eentoarce\u201d, a \u0219optit. \u201e\u0218tiu ce copil am crescut.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am sunat-o pe mama, disperat, rug\u00e2nd-o s\u0103 ne ajute. Vocea ei era rece, distant\u0103. \u201eDac\u0103 \u00eel alegi pe el\u201d, a spus, \u201es\u0103 nu te mai \u00eentorci la mine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n \u00cen clipa aia s-a spart ultima iluzie pe care o mai aveam despre ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Am r\u0103mas cu tata. Dormeam pe jos, \u00een spital. Ajutam cu ce puteam. Dup\u0103 c\u00e2teva zile, a \u00eenceput \u00eencet s\u0103-\u0219i revin\u0103. \u0218i, privindu-l cum lupt\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103 la via\u021b\u0103, am \u00een\u021beles \u00een sf\u00e2r\u0219it adev\u0103rul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n El nu a renun\u021bat niciodat\u0103 la mine \u2014 nici m\u0103car atunci c\u00e2nd eu renun\u021basem la el.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Asta arat\u0103 iubirea adev\u0103rat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Aceast\u0103 lucrare este inspirat\u0103 din evenimente \u0219i persoane reale, \u00eens\u0103 a fost fic\u021bionalizat\u0103 \u00een scopuri creative. Numele, personajele \u0219i detaliile au fost schimbate pentru a proteja intimitatea \u0219i pentru a \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u021bi nara\u021biunea. Orice asem\u0103nare cu persoane reale, \u00een via\u021b\u0103 sau decedate, sau cu evenimente reale este pur \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare \u0219i nu este inten\u021bionat\u0103 de c\u0103tre autor.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n Autorul \u0219i editorul nu \u00ee\u0219i asum\u0103 responsabilitatea pentru exactitatea evenimentelor sau pentru modul \u00een care sunt portretizate personajele \u0219i nu sunt r\u0103spunz\u0103tori pentru eventuale interpret\u0103ri gre\u0219ite. 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