{"id":40226,"date":"2025-06-20T05:53:12","date_gmt":"2025-06-20T05:53:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/?p=40226"},"modified":"2025-06-20T05:53:12","modified_gmt":"2025-06-20T05:53:12","slug":"continuarea-aici-23","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/?p=40226","title":{"rendered":"Continuarea aici&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u2014 Bun\u0103, Ania&#8230; m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 ai r\u0103spuns, zise vocea de la cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt al firului, calm\u0103, dar cu o urm\u0103 de nesiguran\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna sim\u021bi cum i se str\u00e2nge ceva \u00een piept. Trecuser\u0103 cinci ani, dar timbrul lui nu se schimbase mult. Doar c\u0103 acum p\u0103rea&#8230; mai obosit. Mai gol.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Ce vrei, Pavel? \u2014 \u00eentreb\u0103 ea scurt, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-l menajeze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 S\u0103 te v\u0103d. At\u00e2t. S\u0103 vorbim. N-o s\u0103-\u021bi iau mult timp&#8230; promit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna t\u0103cu c\u00e2teva secunde. \u00ce\u0219i privi ceaiul deja rece. \u00cen trecut, i-l aducea el diminea\u021ba \u00een pat. Acum, abia de-l mai putea duce la gur\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 \u0218i de ce acum? Dup\u0103 at\u00e2ta timp? Ce te-a apucat?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 N-am venit s\u0103 cer nimic. Nici iertare, nici a doua \u0219ans\u0103. Doar\u2026 vreau s\u0103 te privesc \u00een ochi \u0219i s\u0103 spun ce n-am avut curajul s\u0103 spun atunci.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna oft\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Bine, vino m\u00e2ine. La ora zece. Dar nu m\u0103 a\u0219tepta cu z\u00e2mbete sau bra\u021be deschise. Nu mai suntem aceia\u0219i oameni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 \u0218tiu&#8230; \u0219i totu\u0219i, mul\u021bumesc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<ul>\n<li>&nbsp;<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n\n\n\n<p>A doua zi, la zece fix, soneria sun\u0103. Anna deschise u\u0219a f\u0103r\u0103 grab\u0103. \u00cen fa\u021ba ei st\u0103tea Pavel, vizibil \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit, cu p\u0103rul \u00eenc\u0103run\u021bit pe la t\u00e2mple \u0219i un palton demodat. Nu mai era b\u0103rbatul care plecase cu geanta \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i cu ochii plini de entuziasm spre o via\u021b\u0103 nou\u0103. Acum, era doar un om obosit care purta pe chip urmele regretului.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Pot s\u0103 intru?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna f\u0103cu un pas \u00eenapoi, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Se a\u0219ezar\u0103 \u00een buc\u0103t\u0103rie, la masa unde c\u00e2ndva m\u00e2ncau cl\u0103tite \u00een weekend. Ceaiul era deja turnat \u00een ce\u0219ti \u2014 reflex vechi de gazd\u0103. Nici nu realizase c\u0103 f\u0103cuse asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Mi-ai lipsit, spuse el, privindu-\u0219i m\u00e2inile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Nu e cazul s\u0103 vorbim a\u0219a. Eu nu sunt aici ca s\u0103-\u021bi ofer alinare, Pavel. Spune ce ai de spus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El d\u0103du din cap, \u00eenghi\u021bind \u00een sec.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Am fost un la\u0219. Am fugit de via\u021ba noastr\u0103, de rutina pe care n-o mai \u00een\u021belegeam. Credeam c\u0103 dragostea trebuie s\u0103 fie foc mereu. \u0218i c\u00e2nd s-a stins pu\u021bin\u2026 m-am dus dup\u0103 alt\u0103 sc\u00e2nteie. Cu Vika a fost&#8230; pasiune, nebunie, dar f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103d\u0103cini. N-a fost acas\u0103. A fost o fug\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna \u00ee\u0219i \u00eencruci\u0219\u0103 bra\u021bele.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Nu-mi spune c\u0103 ai realizat brusc c\u00e2t de bine era cu mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Nu. Am realizat c\u0103 am pierdut ce era adev\u0103rat. Ce conta. Nu doar pe tine. Pe mine, pe Lena, pe&#8230; lini\u0219tea aia pe care o aveam l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine chiar \u0219i c\u00e2nd t\u0103ceam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna l\u0103s\u0103 ceaiul jos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 \u0218tii ce a fost cel mai greu? Nu c\u0103 m-ai p\u0103r\u0103sit. Ci c\u0103 nici m\u0103car nu \u021bi-ai luat r\u0103mas-bun. Ai ie\u0219it pe u\u0219\u0103 de parc\u0103 plecai dup\u0103 p\u00e2ine. \u0218i n-ai mai venit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pavel cl\u0103tin\u0103 capul, privind \u00een podea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Mi-a fost ru\u0219ine. Fric\u0103. Nu sunt un b\u0103rbat curajos. Am realizat asta abia t\u00e2rziu. C\u00e2nd Vika a \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103 cu dispre\u021b. C\u00e2nd m-am trezit singur \u00eentr-un ora\u0219 str\u0103in, f\u0103r\u0103 nimeni care s\u0103-mi cunoasc\u0103 trecutul. F\u0103r\u0103 Lena. F\u0103r\u0103 tine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 \u0218i-acum ce vrei? S\u0103 te iert? S\u0103 bem ceaiul \u0219i s\u0103 d\u0103m timpul \u00eenapoi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Nu. \u0218tiu c\u0103 nu pot cere asta. Nici nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 merit. Dar am sim\u021bit c\u0103 dac\u0103 mor m\u00e2ine \u0219i nu vorbesc cu tine, o s\u0103 fie mai r\u0103u dec\u00e2t moartea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Lini\u0219tea se l\u0103s\u0103 peste buc\u0103t\u0103rie. Doar ceainicul mai puf\u0103ia slab pe aragaz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Eu nu mai sunt femeia pe care ai l\u0103sat-o atunci, Pavel. Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 dorm singur\u0103, s\u0103 g\u0103tesc pentru una, s\u0103 merg la film f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng \u00een \u00eentuneric. Am suferit&#8230; dar m-am \u0219i vindecat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>El d\u0103du din cap \u00eencet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 E\u0219ti mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t mine, \u00eentotdeauna ai fost.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Anna oft\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Nu te ur\u0103sc. Nici nu mai simt mare lucru, ca s\u0103 fiu sincer\u0103. Dar \u0219tii ce simt acum? Lini\u0219te. \u0218i nu vreau s\u0103 o stric. Poate e egoism. Dar nu mai pot fi sprijinul t\u0103u.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 \u00cen\u021beleg.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 M\u0103 bucur c\u0103 ai venit. Sincer. Ai spus ce aveai de spus. Ai \u00eenchis cercul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Pavel se ridic\u0103, cu mi\u0219c\u0103ri greoaie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Ai fost&#8230; e\u0219ti o femeie incredibil\u0103, Ania. \u00cemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 mi-a trebuit o via\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg asta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u2014 Unele lec\u021bii se \u00eenva\u021b\u0103 prea t\u00e2rziu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ie\u0219i pe u\u0219\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 alte cuvinte. Anna nu pl\u00e2ngea. Nu tremura. Doar st\u0103tea acolo, privind ceaiul uitat pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0218i pentru prima dat\u0103 \u00een cinci ani, sim\u021bi c\u0103 trecutul n-o mai \u021bine captiv\u0103. Era liber\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0218i liber\u0103 avea de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u2014 Bun\u0103, Ania&#8230; m\u0103 bucur c\u0103 ai r\u0103spuns, zise vocea de la cap\u0103tul cel\u0103lalt al firului, calm\u0103, dar cu o urm\u0103 de nesiguran\u021b\u0103. 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