Tanya a r\u0103spuns: \u201eTanyusha, salut, sunt mama. Am auzit c\u0103 acum… oh, nici nu \u0219tiu cum s\u0103 spun \u2014 bravo, cred! S\u0103 nu dispari, bine? Te-am v\u0103zut la televizor, po\u021bi s\u0103 crezi?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSalut, mam\u0103. Da, am dat un interviu.\u201d \u201e\u0218i cum \u00ee\u021bi merge? Slava e complet dat peste cap,\u201d a \u0219optit dintr-o dat\u0103 Galina Evghenievna. \u201eNu \u0219tiu ce s\u0103 mai facem cu el. Trebuie s\u0103 vorbim; poate vii s\u0103 ne sf\u0103tuie\u0219ti cu ceva?\u201d \u201eMam\u0103, nu pot acum. Sunt ocupat\u0103 cu munca…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE\u0219ti faimoas\u0103 acum, sigur ai ni\u0219te conexiuni, poate vorbe\u0219ti \u0219i tu cu Viacheslav ca un adult? Nu \u0219tiu, poate are nevoie de bani sau de vreun sfat. \u00cen ultima vreme, e… cam pe cont propriu.\u201d \u201e\u00cen\u021beleg,\u201d spuse Tanya calm, f\u0103c\u00e2nd tot posibilul s\u0103-\u0219i p\u0103streze vocea echilibrat\u0103. \u201eDar nu pl\u0103nuiam s\u0103 plec din Karaganda.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eEi, g\u00e2nde\u0219te-te… Dar tot a noastr\u0103 e\u0219ti. Vino m\u0103car s\u0103-l vezi pe tat\u0103l t\u0103u; nu prea st\u0103 bine cu s\u0103n\u0103tatea. \u0218i m\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya tot \u00eentreab\u0103 ce mai faci.\u201d Morm\u0103ind ceva neclar, Tanya \u0219i-a luat r\u0103mas-bun \u0219i a \u00eenchis. Nu i-a spus mamei ce sim\u021bea cu adev\u0103rat: o durere ascuns\u0103, surpriz\u0103 \u0219i o curiozitate precaut\u0103. Totul o cople\u0219ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi, m\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya a sunat prin apel video: \u201eTanyukh, salut! Uau, chiar ai reu\u0219it \u2014 te-am v\u0103zut la televizor! Ar\u0103tau paturile tale \u0219tiin\u021bifice, toate alea de\u0219tepte!\u201d \u201eBun\u0103, m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103 Nadya…\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSpune-mi doar m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103 \u2014 de ce e\u0219ti a\u0219a formal\u0103? M-am g\u00e2ndit c\u0103 poate ai f\u0103cut bine c\u0103 ai plecat. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, \u021bi-a mers mai bine \u00een Karaganda dec\u00e2t \u021bi-ar fi mers vreodat\u0103 acas\u0103. \u0218i noi credeam… eh, nu mai conteaz\u0103 ce credeam. Sunt m\u00e2ndr\u0103 de tine, draga mea. \u0218i v\u0103d c\u0103 \u021bi-ai \u00eendreptat \u0219i din\u021bii? Vai, ce frumoas\u0103 e\u0219ti!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa, a trebuit,\u201d a z\u00e2mbit Tanya, de\u0219i amintirea amar\u0103 a tachin\u0103rilor de odinioar\u0103 i-a \u00een\u021bepat inima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 De ce vorbe\u0219ti cu mine a\u0219a, Tania? \u2014 \u00eentreb\u0103 Galina Evghenievna cu asprime, de\u0219i vocea ei tr\u0103da agita\u021bie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Mam\u0103, cum crezi c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 vorbesc?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu stau la un resort, muncesc zi \u0219i noapte ca s\u0103 realizez ceva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i voi unde a\u021bi fost to\u021bi ace\u0219ti ani?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Hai, hai, nu e nevoie s\u0103 \u021bipi la mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Poate c\u0103 eu \u0219i tat\u0103l t\u0103u nu am scris des, dar \u0219tiam c\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi merge bine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen plus, Viaceslav are nevoie de ajutor\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Aha, Viaceslav \u2014 ca \u00eentotdeauna, totul pentru el, iar mie \u2014 un apel cu \u201eBun\u0103, n-am mai vorbit de mult, trimite ni\u0219te bani\u201d? Sau ce?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103ci ce-am spus, \u2014 interveni Andrei Mihailovici \u2014 Tania, nu suntem du\u0219mani\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2014 Nu suntem du\u0219mani?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Serios, tat\u0103?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ai disp\u0103rut timp de opt ani, \u0219i acum, dintr-odat\u0103, ai nevoie de mine?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i Tania \u00eenchise brusc conversa\u021bia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Se uita la ecranul telefonului, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 ce tocmai se \u00eent\u00e2mplase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Capul \u00eei fierbea, iar inima \u00eei b\u0103tea cu putere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tania avea optsprezece ani c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a f\u0103cut bagajul \u0219i \u0219i-a cump\u0103rat un bilet de tren spre Karaganda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un compartiment simplu, la clasa a treia, bani c\u00e2\u0219tiga\u021bi cu greu din diverse munci ocazionale \u2014 f\u0103r\u0103 niciun moft.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La acea vreme, p\u0103rin\u021bii ei \u00eel conduceau pe Viaceslav la un alt program prestigios pentru studen\u021bi, unde, dup\u0103 p\u0103rerea lor comun\u0103, trebuia
s\u0103 str\u0103luceasc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya, sora mamei, a f\u0103cut la desp\u0103r\u021bire o glum\u0103 sarcastic\u0103 despre din\u021bii neregula\u021bi ai Taniei \u0219i \u201enasul ei borc\u0103nat.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ori de c\u00e2te ori glumea m\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya, Tania \u00ee\u0219i dorea s\u0103 dispar\u0103 \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cenc\u0103 din copil\u0103rie, Tania fusese apendicele invizibil al fratelui ei mai mare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Viaceslav, dup\u0103 cum se spunea des, \u201epromitea\u201d \u00een sport, muzic\u0103, studii \u2014 \u00een orice, at\u00e2ta timp c\u00e2t p\u0103rin\u021bii puteau exclama cu admira\u021bie:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eUite c\u00e2t e de talentat.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Iar Tania, o fat\u0103 cu ochi mari, nesiguri, \u0219i un z\u00e2mbet imperfect, era deseori dat\u0103 la o parte \u0219i i se spunea s\u0103 nu deranjeze.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu te b\u0103ga,\u201d spunea mama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMai bine du-te \u0219i cite\u0219te sau ajut\u0103 la vase,\u201d ad\u0103uga tat\u0103l.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tania \u00eencerca sincer s\u0103 le fac\u0103 pe plac, dar de fiecare dat\u0103 sim\u021bea c\u0103 era privit\u0103 cu dispre\u021b \u2014 ca \u0219i cum ar fi e\u0219uat \u00een a produce \u00eenc\u0103 un copil minune.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La cincisprezece ani, Tania a v\u0103zut din \u00eent\u00e2mplare un documentar despre ameliorarea plantelor la televizor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A stat cu ochii lipi\u021bi de ecran, fascinat\u0103, incapabil\u0103 s\u0103 se uite \u00een alt\u0103 parte: imagini vii, experimente, sere, inginerie genetic\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru Tania, a fost ca \u0219i cum s-ar fi deschis o poart\u0103 c\u0103tre o lume nou\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Totu\u0219i, drumul c\u0103tre visul ei nu a fost u\u0219or: nimeni nu voia s\u0103-i cumpere c\u0103r\u021bi de specialitate, \u0219i nici nu o sus\u021binea \u00een ideea de a se
\u00eenscrie la facultatea de biologie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
P\u0103rin\u021bii ei erau mereu ocupa\u021bi cu realiz\u0103rile fratelui, care uneori c\u00e2\u0219tiga un turneu de \u0219ah, alteori str\u0103lucea la olimpiadele academice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O \u201eratat\u0103\u201d de sor\u0103 nu prezenta interes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
M\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya comenta regulat:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTaniuh, cui \u00eei trebuie floricelele tale? Adic\u0103, c\u00e2nd cineva merge la Drept sau la Finan\u021be, are sens. Dar asta e doar joac\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tania avea o dorin\u021b\u0103 ascuns\u0103 \u2014 s\u0103 plece departe, ca s\u0103 nu mai aud\u0103 ironiile cu \u201eTaniuh\u201d \u0219i discu\u021biile despre inutilitatea pasiunilor ei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u0219a c\u0103, dup\u0103 terminarea liceului, a decis: destul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tropotul ro\u021bilor de tren, gara, un ora\u0219 necunoscut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un c\u0103min studen\u021besc \u00een Karaganda, prieteni noi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen primele \u0219ase luni, a trimis acas\u0103 doar dou\u0103 mesaje scurte \u2014 ca s\u0103 anun\u021be admiterea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
R\u0103spunsul a fost sec: \u201eBine, ai grij\u0103. P\u0103rin\u021bii t\u0103i.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Apoi contactul s-a \u00eentrerupt de la sine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
La universitate, Tania a ales imediat departamentul de genetic\u0103 \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 cerceteze rezisten\u021ba plantelor legumicole la boli, lucr\u00e2nd
\u00een acela\u0219i timp ca asistent\u0103 de laborator.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 absolvire, a fost re\u021binut\u0103 ca doctorand, unde a ob\u021binut rapid rezultate semnificative.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva dintre proiectele ei experimentale de modificare a ADN-ului vegetal au impresionat comunitatea \u0219tiin\u021bific\u0103, iar ziua \u00een care
popularitatea a b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103 a venit: i s-a cerut un interviu despre via\u021ba unui t\u00e2n\u0103r cercet\u0103tor la un post TV na\u021bional.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 asta, a primit o burs\u0103 solid\u0103, iar universitatea i-a oferit un laborator spa\u021bios pentru cercetare.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTania, e\u0219ti chiar de\u0219teapt\u0103,\u201d i-a spus colega \u0219i prietena ei, Olesea, c\u00e2nd o Tania ro\u0219ie \u00een obraji s-a \u00eentors de la studio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE pur \u0219i simplu un miracol!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa, nici eu nu-mi vine s\u0103 cred,\u201d a r\u00e2s Tania, \u00eenc\u0103 ne\u00eencrez\u0103toare \u00een realitatea situa\u021biei.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMi-au spus c\u0103 dac\u0103 totul continu\u0103 cu succes, putem \u00eencepe test\u0103rile la scar\u0103 larg\u0103. \u0218i apoi, cine \u0219tie, poate va fi util nu doar \u00een Kazahstan\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDoar s\u0103 nu \u021bi se urce la cap, bine?\u201d i-a f\u0103cut cu ochiul Olesea prietene\u0219te.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eHai, las\u0103,\u201d Tania \u0219i-a \u00eencre\u021bit nasul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAm fost crescut\u0103 s\u0103 cred c\u0103 sunt doar un apendice nesemnificativ al fratelui meu mai mare \u2014 n-am cum s\u0103 fiu vreo stea.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2teva zile dup\u0103 interviu, telefonul Taniei aproape c\u0103 a explodat de apeluri de la numere necunoscute, inclusiv unele din capital\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Primul apel a fost de la mama ei, Galina Evghenievna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tania a r\u0103spuns:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTaniu\u0219a, salut, sunt mama. Am auzit c\u0103 tu acum\u2026 oh, nici nu \u0219tiu cum s\u0103 zic \u2014 probabil bravo!Nu te pierde. Te-am v\u0103zut la televizor, \u00ee\u021bi dai seama?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSalut, mam\u0103. Da, a fost un interviu.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i ce mai faci? Slava a luat-o complet razna,\u201d a \u0219optit brusc Galina Evghenievna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu \u0219tiu ce s\u0103 facem cu el. Trebuie s\u0103 vorbim; poate ai putea veni s\u0103 ne sf\u0103tuie\u0219ti cu ceva?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMam\u0103, sunt foarte ocupat\u0103 la munc\u0103 acum.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE\u0219ti celebr\u0103 acum, sigur ai rela\u021bii, poate chiar po\u021bi vorbi cu Viaceslav ca un adult? Adic\u0103, poate are nevoie de bani sau de un sfat. A cam\u2026 luat-o pe cont propriu \u00een ultima vreme.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00cen\u021beleg,\u201d spuse Tania pe un ton controlat, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-\u0219i p\u0103streze calmul.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDar nu am de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 plec din Karaganda, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNe este tare dor de tine aici,\u201d vocea mamei s-a \u00eenseninat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00centoarce-te acas\u0103; p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, suntem familie. Acum ai perspective bune, \u021bi-ar fi mai convenabil \u00een Astana!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la asta acum, mam\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eEi bine, vezi tu\u2026 Dar tot a noastr\u0103 e\u0219ti. Hai, m\u0103car vino s\u0103-l vezi pe tat\u0103l t\u0103u; nu e prea bine cu s\u0103n\u0103tatea. \u0218i m\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya \u00eentreab\u0103 ce mai faci.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Morm\u0103ind ceva neinteligibil, Tania a \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu i-a spus mamei ce sim\u021bea cu adev\u0103rat \u00een suflet: o sup\u0103rare reprimat\u0103, o surpriz\u0103, o curiozitate precaut\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Totul o cople\u0219ea deodat\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi, m\u0103tu\u0219a Nadya a sunat prin apel video:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTanyukh, salut! E\u0219ti incredibil\u0103 \u2014 te-am v\u0103zut la TV! Au ar\u0103tat straturile acelea de gr\u0103din\u0103 \u0219i toate chestiile alea inteligente, \u0219tiin\u021bifice!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBun\u0103, m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103 Nadya\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSpune-mi doar m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103, de ce ai devenit a\u0219a formal\u0103? Cred c\u0103 ai f\u0103cut bine c\u0103 ai plecat. P\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, \u021bi-a mers mai bine \u00een Karaganda dec\u00e2t \u021bi-ar fi mers acas\u0103. \u0218i noi to\u021bi credeam c\u0103\u2026 ah, mai bine nu zic ce credeam. Per total, sunt m\u00e2ndr\u0103 de tine, draga mea. \u0218i v\u0103d c\u0103 \u021bi-ai \u00eendreptat \u0219i din\u021bii? Ah, ce frumoas\u0103 e\u0219ti!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa, a trebuit,\u201d z\u00e2mbi Tanya, de\u0219i amintirea nepl\u0103cut\u0103 a glumelor r\u0103ut\u0103cioase de demult ale m\u0103tu\u0219ii \u00eei \u00een\u021bepa inima.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAscult\u0103, vino pe la noi. Acum c\u0103 ai bani, totul trebuie s\u0103 fie bine, nu? Eu \u0219i mama ta deja ne imaginam cum cariera ta va decola. \u0218i fratele t\u0103u mai mic \u00eenc\u0103 nu \u0219i-a g\u0103sit drumul\u2026 \u00cemb\u0103tr\u00e2nim, eu \u0219i Galina Evghenievna ne g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 Slava ne va sprijini, dar pur \u0219i simplu nu o face.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u00cen\u021beleg,\u201d repet\u0103 Tanya aproape automat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eBine, m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 fug la laborator.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dup\u0103 ce a \u00eenchis apelul, a alunecat de pe scaun pe podea \u0219i a stat acolo o vreme, \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u00e2ndu-\u0219i genunchii.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen interior, sentimente contradictorii clocoteau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Timp de opt ani nimeni nu a sunat m\u0103car s\u0103 verifice dac\u0103 e vie, s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103 sau dac\u0103 are bani de trai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i acum venea un val de interes, m\u00e2ndrie \u0219i sugestii de a se \u00eentoarce, mai aproape de \u201eproblemele\u201d lor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
O s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 mai t\u00e2rziu, a sunat tat\u0103l ei, care a decis s\u0103-i aminteasc\u0103 \u0219i el c\u0103 exist\u0103:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTanya, salut, sunt tata.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eSalut, tat\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVoiam s\u0103 vorbim. Poate vii pe la noi c\u00e2teva zile? Se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 multe, \u0219i\u2026 vezi tu, to\u021bi s-au agitat c\u00e2nd au auzit de succesul t\u0103u. Suntem sincer bucuro\u0219i. Dar Vyacheslav e \u00eentr-o situa\u021bie dificil\u0103 acum; ajutorul t\u0103u i-ar prinde bine.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAjutorul meu? Ce a\u0219 putea face?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eE\u0219ti celebr\u0103 acum; poate ai rela\u021bii? Po\u021bi s\u0103-l sf\u0103tuie\u0219ti cum s\u0103-\u0219i g\u0103seasc\u0103 un loc de munc\u0103 undeva? Nu e prost, doar c\u0103 nu \u0219i-a dat \u00eenc\u0103 seama cum e cu via\u021ba.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTat\u0103,\u201d z\u00e2mbi amar Tanya, \u201enici nu \u0219tiu ce s\u0103 zic.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Avalan\u0219a asta de cereri \u0219i insinu\u0103ri c\u0103 Tanya ar trebui s\u0103 rezolve problemele altora devenise insuportabil\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Un sentiment de resentiment \u0219i amintiri amare a pus st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe ea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nu voia s\u0103-\u0219i piard\u0103 cump\u0103tul, dar nu mai putea continua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A doua zi, \u00een timp ce Tanya era \u00een laborator, un alt apel de la mama ei a intrat; Olesya i-a f\u0103cut semn: \u201eR\u0103spunde, altfel te vor bate la cap!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanya oft\u0103 \u0219i a pus apelul pe difuzor.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMam\u0103, sunt la lucru, deci spune repede.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eTanyusha, e ceva\u2026,\u201d \u00eencepu Galina Evghenievna, iar din tonul ei era clar c\u0103 urma o pl\u00e2ngere.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eVyacheslav iar a r\u0103mas \u00een urm\u0103 cu chiria, iar eu \u0219i tat\u0103l t\u0103u nu-l mai putem ajuta. To\u021bi banii no\u0219tri merg acum pe tratamentul lui, \u0219i \u0219tii \u2014 via\u021ba e scump\u0103 zilele astea. Poate c\u0103 ai putea\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMam\u0103?\u201d o \u00eentrerupse Tanya, sprijinindu-se de marginea biroului \u0219i adun\u00e2ndu-\u0219i g\u00e2ndurile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eS\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg c\u0103 dintr-o dat\u0103 to\u021bi crede\u021bi c\u0103 m-am transformat dintr-un boboc ur\u00e2t uitat \u00eentr-un bancomat sau \u00eentr-un salvator?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eCum po\u021bi spune asta, Tanyusha? Suntem p\u0103rin\u021bii t\u0103i.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eP\u0103rin\u021bi.\u201d oft\u0103 Tanya.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201e\u0218i crede\u021bi c\u0103 m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 problemele voastre dup\u0103 ce nu am auzit nimic de la voi timp de opt ani?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu e corect ce spui, draga mea,\u201d vocea mamei tremura.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAi plecat de bun\u0103voie!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eDa, am plecat. \u0218i a fost decizia corect\u0103. Atunci, nu v\u0103 p\u0103sa deloc de mine. Eram nedorit\u0103.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAtunci de ce spui asta, Tanya\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eMam\u0103, hai s\u0103 fim sincere. Mereu m-ai tratat ca pe un nimic, \u0219i pe bun\u0103 dreptate, pentru c\u0103 eu voi fi mereu un nimic pentru tine. Nu m\u0103 mai suna, la revedere!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanya a \u00eenchis brusc apelul, iar \u00een laborator s-a auzit un oftat scurt.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
C\u00e2\u021biva colegi \u0219i-au \u00eentors privirea cu st\u00e2njeneal\u0103, \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu se amestece \u00een drama altcuiva, dar to\u021bi au auzit ultimele cuvinte.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Olesya, care st\u0103tea cel mai aproape, s-a aplecat spre Tanya:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eAscult\u0103, poate exagerezi\u2026 p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, sunt p\u0103rin\u021bii t\u0103i\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201eNu, Olesya,\u201d r\u0103spunse Tanya, \u201eE\u2026 e stricat de mult.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Tanya a f\u0103cut c\u0103 lucreaz\u0103 \u00een continuare cu eprubetele, de\u0219i m\u00e2inile \u00eei tremurau u\u0219or.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cen interior, nu mai avea nici cea mai mic\u0103 dorin\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eenmoaie, s\u0103 explice sau s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Parcursese un drum lung de la feti\u021ba aceea nedorit\u0103 la o cercet\u0103toare independent\u0103 cu propria voce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i acum acea voce se f\u0103cuse auzit\u0103 clar \u0219i r\u0103spicat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0218i s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 cei care n-au b\u0103gat-o niciodat\u0103 \u00een seam\u0103 cu con\u0219tiin\u021ba c\u0103 ea nu mai are de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 poarte poverile altora.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A privit din nou telefonul: avea apeluri pierdute de la m\u0103tu\u0219\u0103, tat\u0103 \u0219i mam\u0103.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dar Tanya nu avea de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 sune \u00eenapoi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Pentru ea, era perfect clar: niciun \u201erude\u201d care \u0219i-au adus aminte de ea doar acum nu putea fi mai important dec\u00e2t propria ei via\u021b\u0103, visurile \u0219tiin\u021bifice \u0219i oamenii din Karaganda care chiar \u00eei fuseser\u0103 al\u0103turi tot timpul.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Tanya a r\u0103spuns: \u201eTanyusha, salut, sunt mama. Am auzit c\u0103 acum… oh, nici nu \u0219tiu cum s\u0103 spun \u2014 bravo, cred! S\u0103 nu dispari, bine?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":38649,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38703"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=38703"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38703\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38706,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38703\/revisions\/38706"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/38649"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=38703"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=38703"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/calatorinromania.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=38703"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}